Tainted : Unneeded love

Sorry

Sidra

I woke up the next morning at dawn. I showered and had a coffee. I was alone with my thoughts. There was a knock at my door at 6. I opened the door. It was Aditya. “Morning Aditya.” I said confused. Why was he even here so early? “So are you ready for your training?” he asked. So early? “What are we doing?” I asked. “There is no 'weʼ, you're going to go into ice cold water.” he answered. Excuse me what? He's not serious. “Its so early and why do i need to do this?” I asked. “Its a test, you'll do it whether you like it or not.” he snapped. I wasn't going to argue with him. I didn't have the energy to do that but heck no I won't do that. I went downstairs, still thinking where would I go after the divorce. I didn't have anyone left, I had to be independent. Have my own voice and rewrite my story but at this pace I am right now, It might take forever to do that. First I have to finalize my divorce with Zaki, leave this palace and probably go back to my parents Palace. I bumped into Zaki. “Good morning Zaki” I said a bit embarrassed. “Morning.” he said coldy and was about to walk away. He was being cold but I understood. He was hurt. I didn't want hurt him but its for his own sake. I grabbed his arm. “I'm sorry.” I said lowly. I was genuinely sorry for the pain I was putting him through. He stared blankly into my eyes. I couldn't read his emotions but I knew he was hurting. “Ohk” he answered coldy. I removed my hand from my his arm. I sighed. It was my fault he was like this and I had to answer to everyone who was going to ask. It was for the best. I went to the kitchen to make him some breakfast and at least make peace with him. He was sitting in the living room with Zaim, Aditya and Ishan. He wasn't a energetic as usual. He wasn't talking actually he just kept nodding through whatever they were talking about. I brought him some breakfast in a tray. I knelt down and put the tray on the table. He just stared at me coldy. “I'm sorry.” I said. He just looked at me coldy. I was getting a bit frustrated. “I'm sorry okay, but I couldn't stay like that.” I snapped. “What am I supposed to do with your sorry? Will it fix anything? It's not so can you not give me your stupid apology.”he said.
I froze shocked. “So take your food and you apology and keep it.” he answered pushing the tray of food on the floor. I stood up trying not to get hit by the tray.