Tainted : Unneeded love

Cool Down

Sidra

Oh my goodness! Why is he being so freaking stubborn? I was about to go after him but Aditya held my arm. “Leave it. Let him cool down, if you go now he'll be worse that what you saw now.” he answered. I nodded and one of the helpers cleaned the mess. I was just so frustrated with this whole freaking mess. I was lost in thought sitting on the couch. I could feel Aditya shuffling but I didn't pay too much attention to him still thinking about the Zaki issue. Gosh he's messing with me. Aditya carried me off the sofa and threw me in a but tub water with actual ice. I was shocked. I was shivering. He stared blankly at me. Zaki sat down on one of the sofas and looked at me like it was good that this was happening, like I deserved this. I felt like something was taking over me, my skin was on fire. “Breathe” he mouthed holding my hands down so I couldn't move out of the water, I tried breathing slowly. His brown eyes cold and dark. “You feel her don't you?” he smiled, “Let her take over. It's better than feeling all of this pain, accept her.” I closed my eyes trying to ignore him. “Before you say anything, I don't want to hear Sidra Siraj answering but Sidrani Naseefa Kabeer.”he whispered. I opened my eyes unwillingly somehow. “You just said my middle name.” I said. He smiled. “And what will you do about it?” he asked staring at me dead in my eyes. The water was turning black I removed one of hands from his grip. I looked at my hand, I touched the middle of my palm. Black claws  appeared from my nails. I touch his face, they became longer. I felt lightheaded and everything went black.  When I woke up, I felt so cold and numb. “Rise and shine Princess its 9 pm.” said Aditya. “I want to sleep.” I said. “I don't care about that, you'll get up right now and we're going to train.”
He demanded. I rolled my eyes. “I'm not feeling okay” I replied. “Good.”he smirked. “What do you mean good?” I asked. “The more better reason to get up.” he answered. “Aditya I want to be alone right now.” I argued. “So what? I don't care. If you're going to stay slone, you won't be able to control yourself. Now get up.” he answered. I didn't get up. He grabbed my arm pulling me to him. There were a few inches between us. “If you're ever going to be yourself again, you have to screw your feelings and use you head. Your feelings won't get you anywhere. Now, change and don't give me your sad stories. I don't need that, neither do you.” he said coldy. He let go of my arm and left the room. I don't even want to talk about him. He is so annoying and is quickly getting on my nerves. He's just like Zaki. I didn't ask for any of this. I didn't ask to be THE EMPRESSʼ daughter or be the stupid freaking Enchantress. None of this would've have happened if I wasn't born. Things would have been so much better. I can't deal with this anymore, I should just quit.