Stay

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Today is the 4 of July and I'm now 30 weeks. It's officially hard to sit down and stand up by myself and to walk without being out of breath. Colby and I announced our engagement last week. All our friends and family were so supportive and so happy however a lot of the fandom did not feel the same way. Corey and Devyn flew in last week to stay and help out as well. I was extremely grateful for our friends who were more like family

"There you are." Colby said as he walked into the nursery. "What are you doing." He asked me. I was sitting in the rocking chair reading the instructions to the swing bouncer. "Trying to figure out how to put this shit together." I said. Colby chuckled. He gently took the instructions from me and set them on the nightstand before crouching in front of me and grabbing my hands.

He squeezed them when he noticed me anxiously bouncing my leg making me look at him. "Your still worried about Adella huh." He said. I nodded. Adella was having a hard time lately her boyfriend left for college in north Dakota a few weeks ago and she was going into her senior year in Minnesota. She was stressed and depressed. Her and I have been talking a lot and she said she feels a little trapped and that no one understands her.

"Yeah she just hasn't talked to me in a few days which is weird." I said. "Heyy she might just be busy maybe she is finally enjoying her summer a little bit yeah." Colby said. I nodded. He stood up and then carefully helped me up. "Just a second." I said taking a deep breath. "You alright." Colby asked me. "Yeah just a little nauseas." I said. "Ok well lets get you to the couch where you can relax and rest it's only 11:00 and Dakota and the gang aren't expecting us till around 7:30 so hopefully you will feel better then." He said. I nodded and held his hand and he wrapped his other arm around my waist then we slowly walked out to the living room.

"Hey sis." Sam said. I smiled. "You okay." Jake asked me as Colby helped me sit on the couch and lay a little. "Yeah just nauseas." I said as Colby covered me with a blanket. "What can we do too help." Kat asked me. "Maybe some water." I said. Kat nodded and went to the kitchen. "When my friend was pregnant with Violet she said ginger tea helped her a lot luckily I got some at the store the other day I'm gonna make you some of that." Tara said then followed Kat into the kitchen.

Colby sat next to me and I laid my head in his lap and he played with my hair. "Where are Corey and Devyn." I asked. "There around here somewhere." Sam said. The girls gave me my drinks and over the next hour the tea helped a little. Jake and Tara left to see a friend and Kat went to the studio. "Hey kid." Corey said as him and Devyn came up from the basement."

"Hi." I said. "Shouldn't you and Sam be leaving for your meeting." Devyn asked Colby. "Oh shit yeah." Colby said. "Here Devyn take my spot." Colby said standing up. Devyn took his spot laying my head in her lap. Colby Crouched and looked in my eyes. "Sam and I have merch meeting and then a meeting with our manager we will be back in a few hours." He said I nodded and he kissed my hand before standing up and leaving with Sam.

"Colby texted us saying you aren't feeling well." Corey said sitting by my feet. "Just some nausea I'll be okay." I said "Okay let us know if it gets worse or you need anything." Corey said. "I will." I said. I ended up falling asleep for a bit before I woke up to some strong hard kicks to the ribs. I jolted awake wincing a bit as I sat up.

"Woah you okay." Devyn asked pushing my hair out of my face. I nodded ."Yeah he is just kicking my ribs pretty hard." I said taking a deep breath. "Aw kiddo." Corey said sitting on my other side rubbing my back gently. "What do you do other times this happens." Devyn asked. "The only thing that has worked before is Colby will talk to him." I said.

"Ok I got this I do a pretty good impression of Colby." Corey said. He took a deep breath. "Whats up guys it's Sam and Colby." Corey said. I laughed but tensed up again as another kick hit hard. "Sorry Corey but it didn't work." I said. "Smart kid." Corey said. I chuckled before grabbing my phone. I facetimed Colby.