Behind my wall | Tom Kaulitz ENG

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previously on behind my wall...

- Anne?- I turned towards the voice that called me and soon realized who it was

In this chapter...

- Tom?- I say and then I see the bigger man approaching and without him realizing it, my breathing quickens.

- I thought I'd never see you again- Tom says, stopping in front of me and I nod.

- "Yeah, I came to deliver some clothes for my sister, but I'm leaving now." I say, looking straight into his eyes.

- I see, how are you? It's been four years since we've seen each other- He smiles mischievously and I let out a weak smile.

- I'm fine, I'm working as a...

- Model- Tom interrupts me and I nod- I've seen a few of your campaigns, you're good at it Anne- Tom says and I smile awkwardly

- Thank you- I say looking at the bigger man- I like your hair, it's different, the braids suit you- I say pointing at his hair and the bigger man smiles happily
- Really? It took me a while to adapt but I liked the result too- Tom says and I smile looking at him- Well, I'd better let you go with your boyfriend, we'll see you around Anne- Tom says passing by me on the way down the stairs and I sigh

- He's not my boyfriend..." I say to myself as I walk down the stairs to the exit door.

[...]

The next day I woke up before dawn with my alarm clock, the new campaign for Victoria Secrets was driving me crazy, but it was my job and I had to stick to it

As soon as I put on a sweatshirt, tied up my hair and put on sunglasses because of the dark circles under my eyes, I got into my car and headed for yesterday's photo shoot and catwalk.

When I arrived, several staff came to help me with my things and then took me to my dressing room where I sat down in front of the dressing table and they started to prepare me for later. - Really? It took me a while to adapt but I liked the result too- Tom says and I smile looking at him- Well, I'd better let you go with your boyfriend, we'll see you around Anne- Tom says passing by me on the way down the stairs and I sigh

- He's not my boyfriend..." I say to myself as I walk down the stairs to the exit door.

[...]

The next day I woke up before dawn with my alarm clock, the new campaign for Victoria Secrets was driving me crazy, but it was my job and I had to stick to it

As soon as I put on a sweatshirt, tied up my hair and put on sunglasses because of the dark circles under my eyes, I got into my car and headed for yesterday's photo shoot and catwalk.

When I arrived, several staff came to help me with my things and then took me to my dressing room where I sat down in front of the dressing table and they started to prepare me for later.
- "Hey!" I open my eyes to see that it's Bill and then close them again, smiling.

- Hi, did Ceci come with you?" I ask and Bill says no.

- No, I left her at college and came here to keep you company- Bill says and I smile, opening my eyes- You left the party early yesterday- Bill says and I nod

- Yeah, I was really tired and I needed to rest for today- I look at him

- Tom told me you met, how was it?" Bill asks and I look at him through the mirror.

- "It was normal, we talked for a couple of minutes, it was really quick." I say, playing with a brush that was on the worktop.

- You know Anne.... I'm not usually a gossip or anything but... he wants to know who the boy was that you were kissing yesterday- Bill says and I ask the make-up artist to excuse me and then I turn to him.

- First of all, he's dating and shouldn't care who I kiss and secondly, doesn't he have a girlfriend?" I ask looking at Bill who shrugs his shoulders.- Yes, but you know Tom's ego and you know what he's like, I think he thought you were still going to wait for him- Bill says and I adjust myself in the chair, putting my makeup back on

- Wow, I clearly don't have a life according to Tom." I look ahead to see Heidi standing in the doorway of my dressing room.

- What's wrong with me Tom?" Heidi smiles as she approaches the dressing table.

- Hey Heidi- Bill greets her

- Hi...- I say and then the make-up artist finishes my make-up and leaves the dressing room.

- I saw you were at my party last night Anne, I'm glad you finally had fun outside your house, I always heard you were one of those who danced on the counters and all that- Heidi smiles and I smile looking at her.

- Yeah, I've just been super busy these days and I can't keep going to parties- I say looking at her who nods.

- What a mood..." Bill grumbles as he settles down on the sofa.

- I can't wait to take pictures with you today- Heidi smiles and then leaves my dressing room and I take a deep breath.

- Why does she seem so fake?" Bill says looking at me and I nod.
- Question her brother, he's the one who fucks her." I say, putting on my robe and heading for the photo room.

When I arrive, I hand my robe to my assistant and two of the staff come to check my hair and make-up.

- You look perfect, the photos will start soon- Suzy, my assistant, says and I nod

- Thank you- I say and soon I see Heidi entering the photo room with Tom, they were holding hands and he was probably going to accompany the photo shoot.

- This is going to be great- Bill says next to me and I sigh

- So be it- I say going to the middle of the photo room and soon Heidi comes to my side and we start posing for the photos.

Tom and Bill were in the background looking at us, but they were only looking at one of us....

And that was me.