Behind my wall | Tom Kaulitz ENG

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previously on behind my wall...

I long for the return of our magic, which even though it was short, was infinite...
I long to love Bill Kaulitz freely...

In this chapter....

ANNE'S POV

After spending the day with Tom at the studio, I went home, because I had to look after my sister Ceci, she wasn't well, and I cared about her.

- Ceci, I'm home - I say when I get home and find her lying on the sofa watching some TV show she likes - Are you hungry?

- I ask, even though I knew I wouldn't get an answer, she was going on a silent strike with me, and that's fine, I understand.

I go into the kitchen and start preparing Bretzel for the little one, it was one of her favorite German candies, and of course to heal a broken heart it would be good, after they are ready, I put them on a plate and take them with a huge glass of cold milk to her, sitting down next to her on the sofa.

- Eat, it'll do you good- I say to the little girl who looks at me and without saying anything sits down on the sofa and starts to eat what I've prepared- Look Ceci, I know, I know it hurts and that you're in denial, and that you're hurt because you can't be with Bill, I understand, but know that I'm not forbidding it for life, it's just a few days...- I say looking at the little girl who just looks at her plate and then takes a sip of milk without saying anything

- What if, when we can be together, Bill doesn't want me anymore?" Ceci said to me for the first time in days.

- Ceci... -I come closer to the little girl- Of course Bill will want you, he likes you, he's in love, and he's also suffering- I say looking at the little girl

- What we had was so real, so good and pure, I miss being able to talk to him every day, to spend time with him, I miss it Anne- Ceci says looking into my eyes and I sigh deeply looking at her.

- "I went through the same thing with Tom, remember?" I ask and the little girl nods. "And I can tell you, little sister, it was the worst ninety-one days I've ever spent, of course Tom's behavior away from me made everything worse, but you get used to being with someone and then suddenly having no one else, and unlike you I didn't know I was going to date him, I wasn't sure he really wanted me." I say looking at the little girl in her eyes.

- "And how did you deal with it?" Ceci asks.

- I didn't deal with it, I just lived my life and let fate take care of us- I say looking at her and then I put my hand to her cheek to dry her tears that are coming down- But you're lucky enough to know that Bill is in love with you Ceci, he's waiting for you too and I can guarantee it- I say

- How do you know?" Ceci asks

- Well, I know Bill and I know Ceci.... I know they'll get through this separately and together at the same time, and in the near future they'll be happy- I say caressing my face and then I pull the little girl to lie on my lap and smooth her hair- But please... don't hate me for this- I say looking at her

- I don't hate you Anne, I'm just upset- Ceci says looking at the television and I quickly leave a stamp on her cheek and pick up my cell phone opening my messages

From: Anne
To: Teen emo copy Tom🎤

~Come over, I need to talk to you, please don't let anyone know

Teen emo copy Tom🎤: Okay, did something happen?

~Just come, someone here needs you

After sending this message I close my cell phone and sigh looking at the screen, sometimes the wrong thing was only completely wrong if we thought about it a lot, Bill and Ceci deserved one last touch until their anniversary, they deserved to have this little bit of peace in their hearts

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After a while, Ceci and I hear the doorbell, and I nudge the smaller girl to go and open it. She gets up and walks over to the door, and as soon as she opens it, she stands there looking at Bill, who takes a step closer to the smaller girl.

- Billy..." Ceci says, standing on her tiptoes and grabbing his neck, giving him a tight hug, who returns the hug by picking her up in his arms.

- Your sister called me, said she needed me, so I came- Bill said, stroking the arm of the smaller girl who was smiling and the two of them looked at each other with a silly and overjoyed look, it was beautiful to see

- I'm so glad you came- Ceci said, hugging the bigger one again, this time around the waist.

Sometimes life is too short to ban happiness completely, Bill and Ceci could see each other, with supervision of course, and wait for the day when they'll be together...