Behind my wall | Tom Kaulitz ENG

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earlier in behind my wall...

- I love them both, but I wish we'd never met them - Georg says, leaving the rehearsal room with Gustav and I sit down alone.

in this chapter....

Days passed and Ceci still wasn't talking to me, in fact she even left the house early so she wouldn't have to go to school with me, she insists on saying that she's right and I'm wrong, but that's just it, I don't argue with children.

My life had been revolutionized, can you believe I had fans? Well, I do, there aren't many but I have quite a few, at school they always asked to take photos with me and posted them on social media, it was just insane

- And that's why the French revolution is important for Europe- The bell rings, ending the history lesson- You can go, guys, don't forget your work for the next lesson- The teacher says and I get up, leave the classroom and go to the entrance gate where I see the van from the tokio hotel from afar and I see Tom and Bill sitting on the steps of the van talking to some fans

- Yeah, the next album is almost ready and I'm sure you'll love it- Bill says to the fans

- Excuse me- I say, passing through the middle of the van and then going over to Tom, who smiles a lot when he sees me and then gives me a kiss in greeting.

- Hi princess- Tom says smiling looking at me

- Hi Tommy- I kiss the biggest one and see some people taking pictures of us.

Soon I see Cecilia coming out of her class and I see the smaller girl looking towards Bill who looks at her too and I can see that their gazes have crossed, when Ceci was crossing the street to come towards the van, Bill gets into the vehicle closing the door, which made the smaller girl stop walking and turn the other way towards our house, Bill was avoiding her, it was obvious

- I've prepared a new solo and I wanted to play it for you- Tom says holding my waist looking into my eyes and I smile looking into the bigger man's eyes

- I'm going to love it- I say and the bigger man opens the door of the van and we get in, heading towards the agency building.

I look in Bill's direction and see that the bigger man is looking at the window and just then he wipes away a tear that decides to come down, he and Ceci were suffering, that was obvious too

[...]After a while we arrived at the building and Tom went with me to the instrument room and I sat on a stool facing him while Pain of love was being played, I was really in love with this song, Bill's voice went from deep to thin in seconds, and everyone's skills in this song with all the instruments was simply incredible, Soon came the end of Tom's guitar solo in Pain of love live and his skills in hitting every note, his concentration, the sound that the guitar made together with Gustav's drums and Georg's bass was INSANE, simply the best thing my ears have ever heard, I didn't even blink, I just watched Tom's fingers moving on the guitar, I was simply amazed by that solo, soon the solo was over and Tom looked at me completely tired it seems, he had given his life to that solo

- What's up?" he asked, taking the guitar off his neck and putting it on the stand, I quickly went over to him, grabbed his face and gave him a kiss, which was quickly returned, so I ended the kiss by looking at him.- Play me like you played that guitar, Tom." I said, looking into his eyes, and then the bigger man smiled, taking me on his lap and going over to Gustav's drum kit where he sat down and I stayed on his lap, his nimble hands removed my shirt and I took off the bigger man's and kissed him again with all the desire in the world, I got up quickly and the bigger man got up too and we quickly took off our bottoms and I quickly sat back down on his lap kissing him more and more, and with much more desire, Tom's hands run down my back undoing the clasp of my bra which is then thrown somewhere in the studio, Tom stops kissing me then bends down and picks up his pants and while he's doing that I kiss his neck and the beginning of his jaw then I see the bigger man take a condom out of his pocket and I smile as I see him tear it with his teeth, as soon as it was on, I got on top of the bigger one and started to move with his help, I held onto the back of his neck and moaned in his ear, increasing the movements more and more, we were full of desire, which didn't take long for me to start shaking and squeezing him inside me

- Anne...- Tom moans my name in my ear and soon the two of them reach their peak together, my breathing was completely out of control and so was Tom's, we were trying to control ourselves to get back to normal- Does this mean that the solo is good? - Tom asks and I smile looking into his eyes

- "This solo is perfect." I said, looking at the bigger man, who smiled and I kissed him.

"I'm sorry, Gustav, but I had to have sex with Tom on your drums...