Behind my wall | Tom Kaulitz ENG

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previously on behind my wall...

Yes, I was in love with Tom but I used Louis to fulfill my desire, and that secret I will take with me to the grave.

In this chapter....

Louis soon lay down next to me and we were completely out of breath, I know it was crazy to use Louis just to fantasize about Tom, but what could I do? The twin brother is dating my sister and Tom is dating Heidi, so I was fucked....literally.

- Do you want to go to the party?" I say, looking up at the ceiling and then back at him.

- "Heidi's party?" I say, looking at him.

- I've changed my mind - I get up and go to my room to put on something comfortable for the party, I was Anelise Cooper, I didn't need to dress up much to look beautiful, did I?

Then I went downstairs to the living room and saw that Louis was already dressed too, at least he had recovered from the fuck a few minutes ago.

- Can I drive your porshe?" Louis asks and I throw him the key.

- Have fun- The biggest guy left happily and we headed for Heidi's house.

Of course I was nervous because I knew I was going to see Tom today, but I was going to pretend that it was business as usual and that nothing had happened between us, he's just Tom Kaulitz, better known as the man I never stop thinking about for a moment

As soon as we entered the party we saw that there were very few guests, there were a fair amount of people for a party and the music was sounding very quiet.

- Sis? - Ceci comes up to me and I smile - You couldn't resist the party, could you? - She says and I grab her arm and walk through the house.

- It was boring and I'd rather regret coming than not coming- I say looking around and then sigh, stopping by the drinks table and grabbing a beer- Where's Bill?

- Over there at the DJ table next to Tom- When Ceci mentions Tom, I turn towards the soundboard and see him and Bill playing the sound for the whole party, the biggest guy was really different and had changed a lot, Heidi soon went to meet him and when they were about to kiss, I turned around and looked at Ceci.

- I'm going for a walk- I leave the beer on the counter and head towards the rooms upstairs, so I go into one of the rooms and sit on the bed facing the balcony watching the people upstairs

Then I lay down looking at the ceiling, running my hand over my face and taking a deep breath.

- What are you doing, Anne?" I asked myself in the bedroom, looking up at the ceiling.

I wasn't prepared to see Tom, I'm ashamed of what happened between us in the past, I was being a coward and I take responsibility for that, I know it...

TOM'S POV

Heidi prepared a party and of course I, as her boyfriend, had to be there to support her, Heidi was an incredible woman but I would never fall in love with her, I only projected Anne.... onto her, so I could put up with this hell of a relationship

- Honey, the guests will be arriving soon, I've received confirmation from your brother that he's coming- Heidi says, walking downstairs in her bikini and beach skirt, and then she goes into the kitchen and I nod

- Okay.... darling- I say and then roll my eyes for calling her that.

After a while the guests started arriving and I went to meet my brother.

- And here- Bill says hello to me and I say hello to Ceci too.

- "Just the two of you?" I ask, looking at them and they nod.

- "Yeah, Anne had other plans for today." Ceci says and I nod, looking at the younger girl.

- "Of course, I can't imagine how busy she must be." I say with a weak smile and then head towards the soundboard where I start to play the music.

After a while, my brother came over to help me get the party going and we were having a lot of fun, laughing and making some really good remixes together.
For a moment I look towards the drinks table and I see the same blonde girl from earlier at the photo shoot at the party, I stare at her who has her back to me but then Heidi comes towards me and I lose sight of her.

- Shit.... - I mutter as soon as the song finishes.

As soon as the song is over, I hand over to Bill and go in search of the blonde girl from the party, something told me that she was very reminiscent of Anne...
So I guess she was upstairs.

ANELISE COOPER'S POV

I sit up in bed and snap my neck, getting up and heading for the door. As soon as I open it, I turn and head for the stairs, just in time...

- Anne, I found you- Louis says and I smile going towards him- You need to go swimming with me, the water is delicious- Louis says and I nod

- I'd like to, Louis, but I have to go now- I look at the bigger man and he nods.

- Did something happen?" he asks and I say no.

- No, nothing happened, I'm just tired, it's been a long day and I need to rest- I say to the bigger man who nods

- All right, tell me when you get home- The bigger man places a quiet kiss on my lips and then walks away from me

- Anne?- I turn towards the voice that called me and soon realize who it was.