GIRL GVNG - high&low the worst: x cross

thirty three

❝ 𝘄𝗲 𝗴𝗼𝗻' 𝗿𝗶𝗱𝗲 𝗼𝗿 𝗱𝗶𝗲 ❞

𝗰𝗵𝗮𝗽𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗿𝘁𝘆 𝘁𝗵𝗿𝗲𝗲
「 𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑠 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑤𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑑𝑠 」

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namkamura emiko was never good at expressing her words with out becoming emotional and she hated becoming emotional in front of people. as the leader of hanazono, she felt like she needed to be strong always. the type of leader that showed no emotion under pressure and in any suituation. 

when sora died, she didn't allow herself to cry that much. in fact none of the girls saw her cry as she spent most of crying alone in her room. emiko wrote letters to sora and left them at her grave site, that was her way of showing feelings. 

she hadn't written one to sora in a while, emiko didn't know what she would say or even if she had the strength to write a letter. the day before hanazono's big party with the schools in and out of sword, emiko decided it was time to write. 

for a while writing the letters helped with her mental health, it helped her heal but as time went on her mental health got worse and she had no energy to write. because she wasn't allowing herself to heal in the way she could, her mental health got even worse. 

emiko was at sora's grave site and she left a lengthy letter, she had told none of the girls where she was going or even a time she would be back. all she said was she was going somewhere and was going to be back late. 

 all of the girls knew where she was headed, it was obvious but they didn't want to disturb her time. it had been a while since emiko talked about sora's death much less even come to terms with it. while all the girls were pretty much moving foward, emiko was stuck in an endless loop of guilt.

even though, emiko didn't kill sora and her death wasn't the leader's fault. emiko still felt responsible for her death as she is the leader of hanazono and she was the one who decided to do what they did to the kryu group. 

the leader felt if maybe she just stuck to what the other sword gangs were doing and just exposed the casino project then maybe sora would still be here and hanae wouldn't have joined emica. life would have so much better then what it is now and the girls wouldn't have been such a mess for a long time. 

" i miss you, alot " emiko said to sora's grave. she already placed her letter and sighed. 

she wished to turn back time and would rather have herself killed then sora, at least then emiko wouldn't feel like a shitty leader who got her best friend killed. the girl started to cry while starring at sora's grave, it was decorated with flowers and had light blue everything. 

the girls liked to go all out for holidays and such, they still wanted to include sora in everything they day. one year they even on new years this past year when everyone was out having fun, the girls were here at sora's grave celebrating with her and having a good laugh. 

" i see her " nara whispered to kimi, the girls in the end did follow emiko just because they were worried about her. 

she had been gone a long time and with everything that happened they were afraid that the fight wasn't over. " what is she doing? " kimi whispered back to nara. the girls were hiding behind a tree.