Devil's Wife - Mafia Love Story (TAEHYUNG FF)

The misEry you crEatEd.

Warning: Contains self-harm. Read at your own risk. I suggest people with trauma or suicidal thoughts not to read this.  

Note: This is going into the past...when Jin took Y/n from Taehyung's house (for an idea you can re-read the 'hErsElf' part).

"It feels like I'm never going to see you again"

Taehyung was devastated once Y/n and Jin left. He just stayed there on the sofa he was sitting on before. He didn't move a muscle.

He felt his skin burning.

He couldn't help but just watch Y/n leaving him.

How can he live? What will he live for? He doesnt know the answer. Until now he lived with the hope that one day Y/n would probably forgive him. But he just made her mentally worse. There is no way Y/n would forgive him...Firstly there is no way he would forgive himself.

How could he not notice the panic attacks Y/n was getting when he was close to her? He had 1% of chance to take care of her and their baby. But he ruined it...He didn't just ruin the chance to gain forgiveness from Y/n, he also ruined Y/n's mental health. She looked worse than she was when they left the hospital.

Taehyung screamed in frustration throwing the vase near him, "What the fuck have I done?"

The whole mansion could hear him...well, no one was there in the mansion to come console him.

"I ruined her completely.", Taehyung mumbled repeatedly, pulling his hair in frustration. His hair would come to his hand if he pulled it more.

"I don't deserve to live. I don't deserve to breathe.", his face turned red and his skin was on fire.

He hit his head with a glass vase. Glass broke...but his head didn't. He wished the broken one out of those two was his head. The blood gushed out of his head, but the pain felt nothing in front of his heart throbbing.

He rests his head on the couch. The blood from his head made the couch red but he just laid there like nothing happened. He smiled like crazy as his vision got blur. He took one last deep breath as he closed his eyes.

The beautiful memories of Y/n smiling while running through the garden played...She looked like an angel. Her smile can cure any being and her laugh is music...just when he wanted to consume that happiness, a storm rushed in throwing Y/n into a dark place. In that dark place, he sees himself choking Y/n to death.

"No, Stop.", Taehyung shouted looking at himself and killing Y/n.

Her rosy face which he was admiring a minute ago is pale like every drop of blood is sucked from her.

Her lips were dry and bleeding. The monster in front of him was sucking her lips dry. The trembling lips tried to stop that monster but it was of no use, he became more violent. Taehyung couldn't bear watching it. He felt like his ear would bleed. The way Y/n was begging him to stop yet he didn't show minimum mercy on her is killing Taehyung from inside, "Stop that, please. How can you do that while she is pleading you to stop?"

Taheyung begged the other himself to stop...How could anyone be so cruel? She never did anything wrong to deserve this. Even if she did anything wrong, she never deserved this.

Y/n eyes met Taehyung's...those eyes were digging holes into his soul. "Please stop", Y/n said looking into Taehyung's eyes. Taehyung fell on his knees. He couldn't utter a word. Y/n eyes were still on him making Taehyung go weaker than he already was.