Zara's pov.
Yall ever gave love and didn't receive anything?
Always feel like ya fail even tho your trying?
Suicidal most times?
Crying your eyes out ??
Well.....that's how I felt.
Siting on the bathroom toilet, a piece of hand towel wrapped around my 4 fingers . Tears rolling down my face with a pregnancy test across my lap, dajuan hates me why the fuck am I even pregnant???.
This can't even be real .....I had to ask my self that question several times hoping the 4 test all said negative and I'll just walk around like a normal person.
I was young.....soon 19 and pregnancy wasn't something I really wanted but God gave this to me. The child's father was or is probably boarding a plane to New York as I speak.
Why fada God?......
" Zara yuh alright?" Amira asked from the outside.
Quickly wiping my tears I replied " y-yeah just likkle belly problems " .
" alright wi soon lock up ,?" She shouted before the place was once quiet again.q
Getting up off the toilet, I discard the tissue and wash my hands and face stepping out the bathroom. Tucking the tests in my purse Quickly picking up my handbag, I walked over to the door and stepped outside fanning down a taxi.
I decided to visit my mother in the hospital, since after everything I needed to see her face. Signing on the clipboard I was then escorted to her room , her State broke me so bad I almost went unconscious.
Hooked on a big ventilation system just to save her poor little lungs, her eyes shut tightly not even a small peep as I entered the room.
" mommy," I mumbled softly, sniffing the tears back trying my best to stay calm and be happy .
She wasn't even responding......
" please.....wake an talk to mi ......am preg-
" visitors time is up" the nurse whispered harshly walking into the room.
" but mi juss come een " I mumbled quietly observing her one last time.
Grabbing my bag walking to the front, standing at the bus stop waiting for a taxi to head home.
" yuh alright?" Abby asked me sitting infront of me .
I nodded.
Right now I haven't called or tell anybody about the pregnancy, dajuan wasn't even picking up his phone and it keeps saying calling over and over.
" yuh nuh hear seh dem nuh find Julie all now ," she exclaimed.
I was surprised that she went missing in the first place. Even though she came out pregnant there was nothing to hold against her , might be the fact she got pregnant by dajuan.
" hope shi return safe ," .
Resting my back against the chair , I began to text likkle seeing if he was busy or whatever. Right now I needed some company and surely need to Apologize for my behavior this morning.
Chat box 💥
Jadore
9:45am - yuh eat ?
Me
4:55pm- no sah yuh busy
Jadore
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~𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐃𝐨𝐧 𝐁𝐚𝐛𝐲 𝐌𝐚𝐝𝐚 | completed
RomanceJA'zARA Douglas has her whole life ahead of her, but it's getting harder to see the way forward. Between juggling school and the heavy reality of her mother's ongoing battle with cancer, she struggles to accept that this isn't a dream she can wake u...
