growing up can be hard.
facing unforgettable moments and transitions of who u are and what's your story. having major life crisis worrying about who is there at times? well this story is featuring just that.
having her whole life ahead JA'zARA Dougl...
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Yet again another lonely time.
Heading down the steps of my house, I could feel the cold weather even tho the heat was on .
My mother was in the kitchen cooking some curry chicken and food , while Jania was watching the TV.
" yow mhi killa"
Peeping around the corner, I glimpse scar having a conversation on the phone .
Normally I'd mind my business and concern about my own shit , but him being all secretive was something different.
" yeah di bossy deh bout , soon active up dah plan deh " he says.
Right now my blood was boiling , never think seh smaddy weh mhi trust would a go against the grain . Smaddy weh mhi fada even look up tuh and try fi help .
Immediately I stormed away and walk back upstairs, grabbing my phone out of my shorts pocket I dial-up my brother .
" yo-
" mek a mission fimi deh, smaddy a get drop " I spoke firmly and hung up throwing my phone against the wall.
Dropping to my knees with my head down, right now am at my lowest point . God knows everything but right now the process of getting back my family is just shrinking to a little spot.
" fada God went mhi fi do ?" I pleaded.
God helps everyone, maybe he would help me.
Suddenly I got up from the floor as soon as the bedroom door open, jaydian stood there folding her hands.
" fuck yah do yah? Jania Inna di living room " .
She steps closer towards me and reach out to touch me .
" mi just wah-
" mi nah talk again , come out " .
" yah act like a my fault di bitch gone , I've been nothing but good to u and this is what am given just a bunch of ungrateful hate " .
Me ungrateful??
" oh really , when uh fada kill mines mi ungrateful jaydian?" I laughed hysterically cause she have me fucked up.
She got real quiet......just as expected the truth always ago hurt better than the million lies.
" weh mhi do fi deserve this? " bickering on and on .
" jaydian......just excuse fimi nuh" I exhaled, reaching my phone , i felt a sharp pain Inna mi side.
Ahhhh di fuck dat?
Ano mhi Hennessy bottle shi fling an lick mi????
" please doh leave me again " she cried falling on the floor, right now too much things a happen cause mi side a hurt mi and now she a puh dung cow bawling .
" omg Jaydian leave "
My mother escorted her out the room and return with a pack of ice. Sitting on the bed , I glanced in the mirror seeing the bruise was getting a little dark.
If she neva breed fimi, swear mhi wudda kill her.
" lawd Jesus, a wah happen to uno " mummy hissed applying some cream on the wound.
Feel fi guh church an gi up mi life, cause Zara gone and one bagga crasis a gwan, like a pack a salt mi mussi owe obeah man.
" fuck yuh mean wah happen? Keep har far from mi yer or else mi nah hesitate fi kill har " I grumbled slowing walking to the bathroom.
" who u think yah chat tuh? Eee remember seh a mi bring yah fi nine months an neva yah fada "
Always dah line deh shi use , as if mi fada did run weh leff mi and leave har fi struggle ....some time mi feel like she glad seh him dead and gone from this world .
" mum mi nuh Inna di talking , just tell me when bro reach yah " I spoke and closed the bathroom door.
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" Yuh hungry?"
I shook my head .
Lando's mother stood in the kitchen making some early breakfast, he was busy doing some paper work in the other room.
Lately, I've been inside the house and watch YouTube and eat food.
" yah nah eat from wah day enuh" he grumbled.
His mother noticed and quickly stepped in " maybe a di hormones, shi soon eat man " she laughed it off but I frowned.
Getting up off the couch, I closed the book and walk upstairs to the bedroom. Lando suggested for us to share rooms now that my time of labor was appearing shortly.
I've been active on Instagram for the past days and could hardly post anything to give my location. Dajuan has been keeping his Instagram active as well, going on trips and posting parties all around the place.
Guess he doesn't miss me at all.
" come here " Lando approached the door.
I got up from the bed and approached him , feeling my heart pound with every step .
Seeing the look on his face didn't really make me a bit nervous but complicated, his feelings were mixed with aggression from the last couple of months .
