growing up can be hard.
facing unforgettable moments and transitions of who u are and what's your story. having major life crisis worrying about who is there at times? well this story is featuring just that.
having her whole life ahead JA'zARA Dougl...
If you were with me now, this is what you would hear: The slow but persistent beeeeep, beeeeep, beeeeep of a patient's ECG Monitor.
The gentle whirring of our CT Scanner as it maps a patient's brain. The squelch, squelch, squirt of a tube of ultrasound gel.It's antiseptic, a little bitter, with undertones of the artificial fragrance contained in soaps and cleaners.
On patient floors, the smells become more intense and diverse. Bodily fluids and outputs like fecal matter can raise a cloud of stench spanning a good portion of a hallway.
I wanted to leave so bad, the place smells like dead fetuses and people who only have a few minutes or hours to be alive .
My father had left earlier, meaning I've been alone since last night . The only person that haven't left was Abby who took my calls and texts while I was sleeping, dajuan seems so ignorant he didn't want to hear anything else.
Couldn't blame him, what type of sick person wants to drug a pregnant lady who isn't even bringing their child .
I got information that the police came and wanted to ask a few questions but being a sleep they told the cops to maybe stop by once I had woken up and relax .
Resting against the pillow, my hands slowly brush over my baby bump feeling a little movement or so I thought. Suddenly my face lights up as my hands circle around my bump feeling a little touch.
I wasn't even half way into my pregnancy and already my mind was in awe, having a child would surely change things and give me a little hope of finding a new start and to leave all this behind .
" Mrs Douglas someone wants to see u " the nurse announced and steps aside revealing Abby and Ashley who brought me some food to eat.
Getting up a bit, I smiled and welcome them into the room . Ashley gave me a hug and kiss then hands me the plate of ground provision and curry chicken.
Abby sat beside me watching how I devour the food almost eating the spoon too " tek time nuh ute " she scolds , I gave them the empty plate and drink some of the fruit juice relaxing myself.
" how yuh feel?" Ashley asked me .
"Betta cah mhi belly full" I belch.
She smiled and sat beside me on the bed rubbing her bump. Ashley was a little bigger since she started out earlier on her pregnancy.
" then pregnancy inna di air " I laughed.
" mmcht nuh bring up dat enuh " Abby frowns and rolled her eyes.
" then watch Yah be greatful seh yah tun aunty, stay deh an guh breed fi di oman husband " Ashley said.
And I laughed " rassclaat " .
" mmcht whatever ".
Having these two made my life even better, but there was still a missing person from the puzzle mummy . She needed to be around and actually see her grandchild grow inside and outside of me .
" yuh look fi yuh Mada?" Abby asked.
I shook my head " shi still nuh wake .....hope shi nuh dead " I mumbled as tears roll down my face. That would be the worst news for the year , hearing your own mother just pass off like nothing after being around so happy and alright.
" shi ago be alright, promise " Abby confirmed hugging me tightly, which followed by Ashley hugging unto us both.
" so when yah get discharge ?" .
" think 3 days until " I frown .
I was really excited for my birthday trip then all of a sudden crasis just start tek mi up.....guess I need to take a seat in church and gwan pray .
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Fuckery
Every weh mi bloodclaat turn
Fuckery Fuckery and more Fuckery.
Nobody nuh try shit when mi deh jamaica an all of a sudden as mi fly out baby mother a get target an now di drugs dem from off di coast gone tpc an di gun dem.
" wi ago get dem back enuh" zion pleaded.
But right now mi head deh all ova di rass place, mhi cah even talk to Zara an mek nuh plans like regular. Mi head space a mash up worse shi a di main target it start fuck wid mi wicked.
" kill every bloodclaat body " I shouted walking outside, since jania was playing blocks in the living room.
" but boss -"
" but wah ? Yuh feel mi a lay low an mek some pussy diss di ting " I asked him cause after what's been happening to Zara worse she pregnant was fucking my brain up mentally .
" ano dat enuh .....smaddy guh against di grain " he spoke up and it's like my ears went deaf and suddenly mi stop use mhi brain.
" weh yuh seh again-"
" when wi reach di docs fi collect, same time some bowy start ambush di place an tek di tings dem " he confessed and is like mi brain plug out .
" suh weh yah tell mi seh .....wi affi set Trap fi di rat inna di grain cause a pussy figet dem role " I laugh historically, feeling my blood boil almost tip over tpc.
" line up di man dem one by one , anybody fail fi mek it pon di grung straight dutt " I ordered and hung up the phone.
Walking pass the living room , I glanced at jania eating some pineapple and melon with 5 grapes .
" a who gi yuh dat ?" I asked her , Gorton steps out the kitchen also eating di same thing " gwan watch har " I told him walking straight towards my office.
While inside I closed the door and sat down, opening my laptop I began to make some calls and set up some operations while am in New York might as well get the team ready for anything up here.
" suh di man dem a mobay have it lock ?" I asked one of my associates and another Don of the montego bay area Slinga.
I trusted him just like my father, mother, brother and uncles did back in the day.
" weh yah seh little navan wi have it pon program just seh di word " he offers and I smiled loving hearing the sound of a smooth operation going so well.
" alright di price a 600k get it done an report to mi fi bank information and di location " I told him and hung up the phone relaxing in the chair with a big smile .
