Hearts in the Shadows(m×m)

10: I hated him

"I'll be right back," I replied and walked away. Anay called after me, but I continued through the crowd.

I couldn't understand what was wrong with me, but I was consumed by frustration, frustration, and more frustration.

Exiting the bustling crowd, I slipped behind the bar into a quiet corner, where no one could intrude. It was a tranquil space. Even if someone fired a gunshot, the noise would be muffled and unheard.

Leaning against the cool wall, I took out a cigarette and lit it. Suddenly, I heard some noise and turned my head.

"What the hell are you doing here?" I asked Alex in frustration.

He remained silent and moved closer to me.

His eyes blazed with anger or some emotion I couldn't quite place, but I was certain he was furious.

"Alex," I stammered, feeling confused when he didn't stop approaching me, and we were now standing extremely close.

 I started to step backward, eyebrows furrowing in confusion, but he continued to approach.

"What the hell is wrong with you? Can you speak?" I shouted in frustration.

I felt my back hit the wall, and I was cornered. His eyes were incredibly intense, filled with darkness.

His breath was heavy as if he was struggling to control his anger. I stood there, mesmerized, just watching him.

"Why are you ignoring me?" He finally spoke, his words causing me to lift my eyes in confusion because I thought I had misheard him.

"Ignoring you? What are you talking about? Why would I ignore you?"
I replied, my voice a bit shaky. He clicked his tongue and took a deep breath.

"You are clearly ignoring me," he stated, pushing his body closer to mine.
My breath caught as I felt the heat emanating from his body.

"I... I'm not," I stammered, feeling my voice betraying me, my composure slipping. His eyes bore into mine, intense and unyielding. I felt like I was about to pass out.

"You are not that important," I managed to say, pushing him away, and he took a couple of steps back.
As I turned away, I placed the cigarette between my lips and took a long drag, filling my lungs.

But the nervousness in my heart couldn't be eased by cigarettes. This feeling always surfaced whenever I got close to him.

I exhaled the smoke and, just as I was about to take another drag, he suddenly snatched the cigarette from my hand and tossed it onto the ground.

"What in the world...?" I was ready to explode in anger at him, but before I could, he forcefully pressed my body against the wall and kissed me.

My eyes widened in utter shock, my heart pounding in my chest. He started to move his lips against mine, but I tightly sealed my lips and pushed him away.

"Are you out of your mind? What is wrong with you?" I shouted as I quickly wiped my lips with the back of my hand.

Alex's eyes trailed over my hand as I wiped my lips, and I noticed his face twitch with anger. Once again, before I could process anything, he gripped my neck and kissed me forcefully.

I was left dumbfounded once more, trying to push him away, but he wouldn't let me.

I was left in a state of disbelief, struggling to push him away, but his grip on me was unyielding.

His weight bore down on me, pinning me against the wall as he continued to kiss me.

Slowly, I began to feel a sense of powerlessness, my hand instinctively reaching to grab his shirt.

He explored my lips, licking, sucking, and nibbling, while his tongue urged my mouth to open.

I resisted for a moment, asserting my strength, but gradually I relented and allowed him to enter my mouth.

He sucked the air out of my lungs, his kiss rough and intense, as if his very existence depended on it.

I knew this wasn't right; he would regret it later. Yet, at that moment, I had never experienced such a whirlwind of emotions.

Throughout the week, I couldn't get him out of my mind. I couldn't decipher what he was thinking, or why he kissed me, but it was driving me insane.

I hated him, yet I found myself unable to push him away.

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