You & I・❥・(Graham Coxon)

As Beautiful as ever・❥・

Violet POV

i tap my feet against the ground while the gallahager brothers converse in the background. my manager made me walk with liam to the studio, we got more pictures taken by the paparazzi and now he is trying record for the new album.

but he gets interrupted by his brother, "oasis is all about you now- when they think oasis they think oh! liaM tHis! liAm thAt! liAm and viOlet are shagGing! oH my gOd! that's menTal." noel sounds rather cranky.

"oasis has always been about me mate, you are just fucking realising it now." liam laughs ever so obnoxiously.

i sigh and look at the clock. the brothers are arguing so loud that i can barely focus on it then a light breeze greets me from the window. it actually takes me back to the night i went to dinner at graham's flat and how after it, we were standing at his balcony just smoking and standing in peaceful silence. it was an airy night.

i haven't heard from graham in days and the last time we met, well he was very sick. is he okay now? what is he doing? has he forgotten about me? oh i will kill him if he has.

i walk past the brothers and our managers. i exit thru the front door and catch a taxi to graham's flat.

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there's a muffled noise of the telephone coming from inside his house, i keep knocking and knocking. no answer but i don't give up. i ring the door bell this time and stand back.

then i hear the creak of the door fill my ears as it slowly opens and there he is! graham! he is stood right in front of me in the exact clothes he was wearing that day. he looks disheveled and tired.

it's like i left but he never did. he is still the same in a bad way.he walks up to and brings me into a tight hug. he even smells the same - of booze and repetition yet a bit of familiarity. i can feel his desperation and exhaustion in this hug as i hold him.

he is standing up but it looks like he doesn't want to for any longer just like how he has his eyes open but he can't keep them open for longer. i walk him back to his sofa and close the door behind us.

i make him sit down first then i sit down and when i do, he collapses onto me. i lay down on the sofa with him in my arms and cuddle him gently while he falls asleep again. it's 12 in the afternoon but i reckon he needs more sleep.

i take a look around his flat as a sleepy graham is still resting on my chest. he is in deep sleep and about his flat, it looks messier than before. more clothes on the ground, cigarette ashes, a few albums, etc.

i push off graham in a way that doesn't wake him up but it doesn't matter he's in a deep sleep coma anyways.

Graham POV

(an hour later)

i wake up. i don't know what time it is, day it is and wait! i see violet sitting on the table right infront of me. i freak out.

"v! you are here! " i squeeze her hands.

"you made it! v! i am glad to see you! you- you- don't know it but- i was waiting for you! " i yell more. she gives me a endearing smile in response.

i look down at the floor and it's visible for once, "v! did you- clean my flat? you didn't have to do that! v!" i say.

she sighs, "i mean if kicking everything into one room counts as cleaning then yes and don't open the door to that room by the way,everything will fall out" she points at one of my rooms and we both burst out laughing.

i sit up and she walks closer to me. her fingers get entangled between my hair as she asks, "are you okay, gra? " there's a look of worry on her face.

i make eye contact with her and then i can't help but cry. i shake my head no and she pulls me close to her chest. i wrap my hands around her and just shut my eyes while tears flow down my cheeks.