random shit and thoughts

Sewing

My life is sewed into pieces, often I see my life falling apart.
Wish I could wait for my mom by the counter top, watching her thread a needle and sew my little hello kitty stuffed animal as I gleam with joy hoping my stuffed friend was going be okay.

"This is leopard." Thea giggled showing me her weary panther stuffed animal.
"This is Kitty boo boo!" I hold my beloved doll up. She is broken, but she is mine. Our stuffies touch paws and we both laugh. Sneaking my doll to school was the best idea ever. Me and Thea dance our threaded animals on the concrete laughing and smiling at the way they moved.

"I'm moving schools.." I tell Thea disappointed.
"In the middle of 4th grade?! Why!?" She says.
"Better education I guess, I'm sorry." I respond.
"What about Carrie? Are you still going to date him?" She asked.
"Yeah, im going to try. I'm leaving in may. Promise we can still talk?"
"Yes of course! I would love to stay in touch." Thea holds my pinkie and we link.
"Okay bestie." I say.

If only I didn't switch. Our friendship would be still sewn together.