random shit and thoughts

Explanation

This is the explanation for why everyone says I cried.

Homeroom.

Me and Sofia laugh, look at funny pictures.

A fellow classmate brings up my old me,

I laugh,

The others ask for my old YouTube,

No.

Not that. Anything but that.

The classmate makes a fake user, I still chuckle.

Play along.

One of them laughs, and turns they're screen.

SHIT.

They found it.

They laugh at me.

Pointing, more and more classmates show me their screen with my old personality glued to the computer.

My eyes widen.

I'm horrified.

Terrified.

No.

No no no.

My nose burns, tears form.

I blink them away, buts it's too late.

We get dismissed,

I walk out.

And whatever I've been holding in for a while,

Just let out.

I cry. Hard.

I get pulled aside, yelled at by Mr D.

I cry more.

I walk to my locker.

Everyone surrounds me,

"Are you ok?"
"What happened"

Go away..

Don't look at me.

Everything blurs my vision of faded voices.

Tears still falling, 

I head to my class and everyone stares.

I redeem myself,

Cry more.

Cry.

Why the fuck won't I stop?

Embarrassing,

My sobs drown and i notices Sarah crying.

"I'm sorry, it's my fault you already have so much going on, I didn't mean to ruin it."

She mumbled over her tears.

What?

You did nothing? Your okay!

Why are you crying?

What have I done.

It's all my fault.

My nose burns.

Everyone stares,

Sarah starts breathing heavy,

Panic rises over the both of us.

Me and mike share the "uh oh" eye contact, I'm nervous.

Everything blurs back again.

All I hear is my teacher making a call.

Next thing you know, we're in Ms. E's.

— is there.

Fuck.

Out of all people, why him?!

Sarah is uncomfortable, so am I.

It is too awkward.

Silence..

The silence is too loud.

I hate it.

Go back,

Me and Sarah head to sports,

Laughing.

Thank you for everyone who was trying to comfort me, I really appreciate your effort. I love you guys <3

(Hehe chap. 69)