random shit and thoughts

Normal.

I cover my mouth near you when I laugh,

Because I'm scared you will make fun of my braces.

I stop smiling, 

And bring up our only joke.

Regret when I make a fool of myself.

Why do I always humiliate myself with you?

Is this my way of making my first impression?

"This is why I like —- more than you" they laughed.

Ah, 

There is my answer.

Call me sensitive, 

But it's just you.

I'm always overall stupid, 

Annoying, 

Loud, 

And making a fool of myself.

Just to see if you crack a smile. 

Perhaps like me more, 

But you don't.

And I wish I was just liked. 

That's all I really want.