Sometimes,
I feel like I'm not worth given such great things.
I may be ungrateful a lot,
But when I am I don't feel earned.
Like I don't deserve it.
A compliment,
Prize,
But for what?
What did I do for a reward?
But it's suddenly all different when I do something bad.
Then that's when I get a punishment.
That's when I get the opposite of a reward.
Always.
So.
Why did I do to get this reward?
If I'm used to getting something terrible out of a problem?
Is it my fault?
Because it just doesn't feel normal to me.
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random shit and thoughts
RandomThis is a vent page, so if you a stranger I don't recommend reading although so many strangers have read this already. I'm sorry, never vented b4 lol. Have fun ig? 😭
