random shit and thoughts

Phone

For two years I've always wanted a phone.

Every time I didn't get one, 

I felt worthless.

My mom would say:

"You can't get a phone until you get straight A's."

And since I've never gotten straight A's, 

To me it feels like I'm not good enough.

But Christmas Day, 

When I see my brand new phone under the tree, 

 I can't help but cry happy tears.

Because finnally, I felt good enough.

Good enough to be responsible.