Tw: crying, panic attack, swearing, shouting
Charlies pov:
It's about a week until I give birth to our little girl. I'm sceard like very sceard. Nicks currently out shopping and I'm sat alone in our bed breathing heavily. This pregnancy has been rough. Sarah has helped me and nick with buying stuff. Sarah is more like a mum then my mum, Jane said she didn't want to see me ever again.
I know I'm young but I still needed her support, she's supposed to be there for me but she never is. She always used to make me feel like shit, she was the reason I never was at home. I was always with nick.
She keeps texting me everyday saying that our baby won't like me and will always want to be away from me, she's been making me feel really bad recently and I haven't told nick about this because it would make him flip he also dosent need to know I'm emotionally drained currently I'm already a burden I don't need to start complaining about my own mother aswell.
"Char?" Shit nicks home.
"charliee? Where are youu?" I stay silent I can't speak. I can barely breath.
"Char?"
I hear footsteps coming up the stairs.
He walks in a freezes.
"Holy shit" He practically bolts over to me.
"Charlie you need to breathe"
I soon realise its incredibly difficult.
"Holy shit" He grabs my face and start blowing.
"come on Char." He continues blowing in my face and eventually I gasp.
"shit Char you sceard me."
"sorry."
"Don't apologise baby. What happend though?"
"nothing" I mutter
"don't Char you don't just panic for no reason."
"it's fine"
"Char-"
"I SAID IM FINE NICHOLAS" I snap.
Shit. I quickly stand up and walk out. I hear Nick calling but I ignore him. I put my shoes on and walk out. I can't go back there for a while I need to clear my head.
Nicks pov:
Charlie walked out 2 hours ago. I'm starting to get really worried. I know he's not doing okay, I just wanted him to talk to me but he snapped. I wonder if somethings going on.
I pick up my phone and call charlie. I hear his phone ringing. Shit. He left it. Now I have no clue on how to get in touch with him. My mind starts spiralling.
What if he's lost,
What if he's crying somewhere,
What if he gets hurt,
What if someone takes him,
What happens if his waters break,
What happends if he's sad.
Mt mind gets cut off to the front door slamming. I quickly sprint out of mine and charlies bedroom and go downstairs I see Charlie taking off his shoes. He looks sad.
"Char?" My voice cracks.
He looks up at me and walks towards me.
I walk down the stairs and hug him tightly.
"I'm sorry I shouldn't have pushed you."
"Don't apologise I shouldn't have snapped your just looking out for me"
I squeeze him tighter.
"I love you so much"
"I love you too"
I bend down and kiss his stomach.
"And I love our little lily Clover nelson too"
He smirks.
"I can't wait to meet her"
"Me niether"
"Wanna watch a film?"
"yesss" charlie sprints to the sofa and flops down carefully.
"Moonlight!!"
"okay"
As were watching the film charlie starts dozing off. He looks so calm. He's about to fall asleep until he sits up and bends over.
"OW SHIT"
"what?"
"Oww my stomach hurts alot"
"Are you in labour???"
"no!! My water hasent broke"
"OW SHITTING HELLL"
"Fuck charlie come here"
I grab him and lay him down. I rub his stomach and he seems to ease a bit.
"Better?"
"noo! Owww!!!"
I suddenly feel wetness on my leg.
"shit"
"what charlie?"
"My water....."
shit..
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Sorry for not uploading yesterday, I was unwell and couldn't think of anything. Hope you enjoyed this chapter sorry for the cliff hanger!!
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