Tww: tears, crying, abortion mention, sick mention.
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Nick:
Recently..lily has been becoming distant again. She's started therapy and everything seemed fine until one night when she came back from Amber's in tears. I know something happened but she never wants to talk to me...or charlie.
I can tell charlies affected by it because..he's been quiet too..but..me being pregnant has had a massive affect on him.. I've been thinking on how to help him and..I think I may end to end the pregnancy because.. its having a bad affect on him.
I mean..we have a full house like..we have lily..and the twins. Who are absolutely insane and loud which is a very bad sensory issue for lily..she's getting used to it but..not fully.
I just hate seeing my husband and kids struggle so much.
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"Charlie! Can you come here please?!" I yell, so he can hear me.
He quickly walks in seeing my sat on the couch.
"What's wrong?" He asks. He looks stressed but also...anxious??
"I just need to talk to you about something" I say. His face goes pale.
"I-Its nothing to bad! It's to do with this..pregnancy." I add. His face instantly flushes back with colour.
"Okay..what's wrong?" He asks.
I take a deep breath and explain everything..from the toughness, to the tiredness, to the mood swings and the abortion idea..
"If-if that's what you really want nick.. " He says.
"I just think..it'll be better."
"Yeah..okay and maybe it'll help lilys-"
He gets cut off by lily walking in.
"Oh hey lils." We both say at the same time.
"Pap.. dad..I gotta tell you something." She says..sadness in her voice.
"Sweetheart? What's wrong?" Charlie says bending down to her eye level..
"It's about me and Amber.. we're.. were not together anymore. We broke up." She says..instantly crying after.
Charlie brings her into a tight hug and Rubs her back up and down muttering stuff into her ear.
"Lils..I know how sad it is too loose someone but..people don't stay forever..especially first relationships."
Charlie says.
"But-but yours and dad's did!!" She yells upset.
"Baby.. we weren't eachothers first relationship." I say.
She shoots a look at me and charlie.
"You-yous weren't?"
"No darling. Me and dad only started dating at 14 and 16...we both has relationships before.."
She relaxes..and smiles. That lily smile that I've missed.
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A few days later.
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The twins are restless and I just had my...appointment..for..you know. Anyways.
The twins are running riot. Lily is off school sick and charlie is at work.
I'm looking after all 3 kids.
"Koda!! Iris!! Calm down!!" I yell. They so mental I can't keep up. It's like..they want to drain me.
"Dadaa!! I hungry!!" Koda shouts. Gosh that kid is always hungry.
"Alright..I'll make some lunch. Let me just check on your sister first" I say and walk upstairs to lily's room.
I knock and walk in and find her flat out asleep on her bed.
Her face is pale and her cheeks are rosy. She's sweating too.
I walk over to her and softly stroke her hair out of her face.
She groans and opens her eyes.
"Dad..?" She says. Her voice croaky.
"Yes baby..I'm here.. I just wanted to know if you wanted something to eat..the twins are hungry."
She shakes her head no and rolls over.
I sigh and walk out...I'm so worried about her..I feel like..she hasent eaten in ages and that's what making her sick...but..we never know..
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