first relationship??

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Tw: crying, arguing, ed!!!!!

_ 2 weeks later_

(Also, I've decided to change Lily's age to 12 as it fits well with the storyline))
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Charlies pov:

I'm back in the state I was when Lily was born, not sleeping, snapping at Nick, walking away from my problems, and my Ed is getting worse again.

The twins have been a lot, and truthfully, I want to go back in time too where they were in my stomach. It's not that I don't love them because I love them dearly it's just the constant screaming and crying.

It's just getting a lot. I can tell its a bit much for lily too because she's always in her room out of the way from them, she's been really quiet recently and only seems to be happy when she has her best freind over or the twins are asleep.

I know it's a bit bad mannerd to speculate people's sexuality but I think she may have an interest in girls because she always has that glint in her eye when her friends are over.
But then again, it could just be her having a great time.

Anyways, back to the current situation. Iris won't stop screaming down my ear. koda has just fallen asleep in nicks arm and is bound to wake up again soon because of  iris. Lily is upstairs with her friend.

"Charlie, you okay baby? You seem very out of it, and you seem upset?" Nick asks, snapping me out of my thoughts.

I look at him, and his face is full of concern. I just slowly nod and turn my attention back to Iris, who's screaming louder every time.

"Do you want me to try with Iris?" He asks, placing koda down on the jungle mat.

I nod my head, tearing up because of how stressed this is making me.
I pass Iris to him and lean backwards. If Nick can't settle her, I don't know who can.

"Baby? What's going on?" Nick asks in a baby voice at iris. She just screams louder and louder and louder.

"omg! Iris, please! You're giving me a headache!" I snap. She instantly stops crying and coos.

I hide my face in my hands and feel nick moving.
"Come on, charlie, let's get you to bed."

I stand up and hug Nick tightly. "Thanks, Nick, I love you,"
"I love you too, baby, now go on, go have a nap."

I nod my head and walk away. I decided to check on Lily and her friend.
I knock on the door and hear quick shuffling in her room.

"Come in!" Lily shouts but muffled from the door.
I open the door slowly and see lily sat up and her bed and her friend next to her.

"Hey girls, I was just coming to check how yous were. Im going for a nap now"

"Were good thanks, and you deserve it iris is being a real pain we could hear her screaming."

I nod my head and smile. Lily smiles back and I walk out and into my room. Soon falling asleep.

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Lilys pov:

I tell you something it's a super good job we have a knock before enter rule because I was just kissing my girlfriend. I'm not out to them yet.

I know they won't judge because there both part of the lgbt+, but it's still scary coming out.

They have freinds that are part of it too, like Tara and darcy and lesbians like me and theirs elle who's trans.

"lils?" Amber says.

"What- yeah?"

"You okay, your lost in thoughts."

I nod my head and turn to face her. I smile at her and she smiles back cupping my face and kissing me. I kiss back obviously.

Oh! Me and Amber have been dating for 3 weeks now. I was very sceard at first as its my first ever relationship but it is what it is.

Soon we pull apart both panting for air and we smile.

"Want some tea?" I ask Amber knowing it going to be a yes.

"Sure!" She smiles, we both hop off the bed and head downstairs.

"Hey dad!" I say when I see dad sitting on the couch.

"Hey baby, how are you"

"I'm fine, what about you."

"I'm good! Just trying to amuse iris so she dosent scream and wake pap up"

"Fair, how come papa looked upset."

"He's just really tired baby, the twins have him up all night every night" He says looking at me and Amber.
His eyes looking at me then Amber, he smirks.

"What? What's so funny?" I ask.

"Nothing, just wondering why your hair is everywhere" I quickly pat down my hair in embarrassment.

"Okay you girls do what yous were going to do why I keep iris amused."

"Okay thanks dad"

"Your most welcome baby"

I smile and walk over to the kettle. Think of how and when to come out too my parents..

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Hi sorry for not uploading! I've been busy with school!

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