Heartstopper Mpreg!

its what..? pt2. a drunk charlie.?)

Tw: Ed talk, mh health talk, deaf(👂) mention, shouting/arguing, crying, alcohol missuse !!!

(Yes, I spelt deaf right, I don't mean it like 'death.' I mean, so you can't hear anything.)

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Lilys pov:

So, apparently, I have hyperacusis, whatever that is.
It does kinda make sense, though, because I'm very sensitive to loud noises, especially my sibling crying.

It just gets on my nerves.
Sometimes, I wish I was an only child again.
I know how mean that sounds, but it's true.
I wish I was deaf. I wouldn't have to put up with anything like that.

"Lily, come on, let's get inside," my pap says.
I just look at him and shake my head.
"Lil? What's wrong?" He asks, concerned.
"I can't d-deal with all the noises. It's  too over whelming." I say, breaking down into tears.
"Oh, lils. Come here." He says. I undo my seat belt and lean over to hug him.
My pap soothes me by rubbing my back up and down slowly.
"How about you invite Amber over?"
He asks, whispering in my ear.
I nod my head and smile.
"Alright, let's go inside."
I let go and open my door and hop out. I whipe my eyes and wait for my pap to walk around. Once he does I grab his hand and we walk inside.

"Were home!" My pap yells.
"Kitchen" my dad says back, sounding stressed.
I look up and see my papa's face looks sort of concerned.
He looks down at me and pulls a lop sided smile.
We both walk into the kitchen still hand in hand.
We see dad lent over the counter taking deep breaths.
"Baby..what's wrong?"
My dad looks up and smiles.
A fake smile.
"nothing, just tired." He says.
My pap nods his head slowly. Not believing him but going along with it.
"the twins are at mums by the way"
"ohh okay.. I wondered why it was so quiet. "
my dad chuckles. Walking towards pap. He brings him into a kiss. Ew.
"Uhh, I'm right here!"

They both break out into a fit of laughter.
"Sorry lils" my pap says.
I smile and walk over to the counter where a big box is.
"What's this?"
"I don't know why don't you open it" my dad says.
So I do. I tear open the box and see my pink headphones.
"Ahh! They're here!"  I squeal.
Both my dad's laugh and help me put them on.
They say something but I don't hear them.
Thank god I know these will work.

I take them off again and go upstairs.
Smiling to myself. I enter my room and see Amber sat there.

"what- how-" I say.
"Your dad invited me over to surprise you, He said you've been feeling down lately so I'm here to cheer you up!" I instantly smile and jump onto her. "Your the best girlfriend ever!"
She laughs. "I think you have that title"

I smile and hug her tightly, this is the best way to live. With someone who makes you happy.

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Charlies pov:

Nicks acting off.. he looks very very stressed.

"Amber is upstairs, I asked her mum if she could come over to help cheer lily up." He says looking at me. Still looking stressed.

"Nick..are you sure your okay..?" I ask concerned.
"Positive" He says.
"you don't look it, you look very upset."
"I'm fine"
"Nick-"
"I SAID IM FINE! GOD! WHAT MKRE DOES IT TAKE YOU TO ACUTALLY BELIEVE ME!" He shouts. I hate people shouting.
"I'm going for a walk." I say and turn around and walk out.
I only wanted to check up on him..

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Nicks pov:

Shit. I didn't mean to shout. I'm just so angry and stressed at everything. My brother has been texting me and he's saying that him and dad are coming to visit but truthfully I don't want to see them.

There also certainly not going near my children.

"Dad?" Lily says snapping me out of my thoughts.
"Hey princess"
"What was all that shouting"
"oh hunny, don't worry"
"I kind of want to know"
"okay, your pap was just asking if I was okay, and I let my thoughts over take and I got a bit angry and shouted."
"Pap dosent like shouting" she says.
shit. Shit. Shit. I forgot that triggers him.
"dad?"
"sorry, I know he dosent which is why he has gone for a walk, be will be back soon though don't you worry"
"okay" she says and runs back upstairs.

My god I'm a shit husband, how could I forget about his triggers.
I think my thoughts got the better of me..

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Charlies pov:

My walk didn't help so im going to the corner shop to buy alcohol.
I need it in the moment, nick yelled it made me upset and I walked out, now my brain won't shut up.

"Just this vodka please" I say placing the bottle on the checkout.
"Alright ill need some ID" He says. Do I really look that young??
Anyways I pass him the ID and he rings up the price.
"£12.99 please"
I pass him the money and walk away and too the park.

I open the bottle and drink a quater of it in one. It hits straight away. It's honestly the best feeling.

---About 2 hours later---

I'm honestly so drunk I can't even walk straight.
I don't know what time it is but it's late because it pitch black outside.

"charlie?" I hear a woman call.
I look to the side and see Sarah.
"oh- h-heyyy *hiccup* s-s-sarahh."
She looks at me concerned.
"Why are you hear alone and drunk?"
"Nic-ck s-shouted a-a-and *hiccup* I n-n-needed to c-clear my h-head, b-but i-it *hiccup* d-didnt he-lp s-so I bought alcohol"

She nods her head and stands up helping me up too. She sighs.
"Let's get you home, it's 11:48pm, nick must be so worried."
"Mm"

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Nicks pov:

My mum dropped the twins back off at 10pm because I said she could bring them back then.. so currently
Me and lily and cuddled up with the twins on the sofa. After lily had a nightmare she wanted some hugs.
I'm quite worried because charlie isn't back yet. Lily thinks he is and he's just in bed but he's not.

I check the time and sigh.
"Go back to bed lils"
"Okayy" she kisses my head and walks off.
About 10 minutes later there's a knock on the front door.

I sprint up and open it to reveal my mum and a very drunk charlie.

I shoot a glance at my mum and she shrugs her shoulders.
"Charlie?" I say. He shoots his head up.
"nickyyyyyyyy! *hiccup*" he slurs.
"Come on inside your freezing" my mum says helping charlie through the door.

"right nick I'll leave him with you"
She says letting go. Charlie instantly falls down. I catch him.
"Bye mum thankyou for the help"
"Anytime deary."

She shuts the door and I hear her lock it with the spare key she has.
"right bed time" I say
"nooooo" charlie slurs out.
"yessssss" I say repeating his tone.
I pick him up bridal style and head up the stairs.
"Your going to have a bad hangover tomorrow."
I say, he dosent respond. I look down to my arms and he snuggled into them asleep.

I walk into our bedroom and place him down.
"I'm sorry for shouting today baby, goodnight"

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1270 words!!

I had this in my drafts and then it all deleted so had to re write it! So that's why it took ages to come out!!