Heartstopper Mpreg!

whats sleep??

Tw: swearing, panick attack

Like 2 months of her being at home<3

Charlies pov:

I've gotten like 2 hours of sleep in the past week. Nick has had plenty of sleep he does day jobs I do night times. But when he does day I can hardly sleep because its so bright.

I've slept once or twice for an hour during the day. But it dosent help. I'm always in a bad mood and sometime I snap at nick, when I don't mean too.

He knows I don't mean it so if I snap he just leaves me be for a few hours. I know I shouldn't snap but sometimes you just can't help it.

I snap out of my thoughts when I hear lily screaming. She's currently in her screaming months and it's really annoying. I groan.

I stand up and walk downstairs to the kitchen to make a coffee

"how did you sleep love?"

"I didn't"

"again?"

"No"
Nick sighs.

"How about I take lily too my mums and then we can both have a nap together ?"
I look at him and nod my head excitedly.

"Okay ill be back in 10 minutes"

"okay"

~15 minutes later~

"I'm home!"

"yayy!"
Nick walks uo to me and picks me up.

"Nick!!!"

"whatt"

"Put me down!"

"okay" He runs up to bed with me in his arms and puts me down

"come on let's get some rest"
I nod my head. Nick Climbs into bed next to me and cuddles me close. He starts playing with my hair.

I start feeling myself doze off. Eventually I'm asleep.

Nicks pov:

Charlies has just fallen asleep. Bless him. He's gotten hardly any sleep these past weeks and he's just so tired. It was getting to him because he was snapping quite alot.

He yells alot and he crys alot because of how over tired he is. I've been meaning to suggest that maney I should start doing nights and he can do days if he would like.

When he's ament to sleep he can't, but when he needs to sleep he can't because of lily. I can tell its all overwhelming for him but he never shows it.

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Charlie has been asleep for about 3 hours, he's snoring and it's not just a light snore it's a loud strong snore, which proves how tired he must be.

He hardly snores. He only snores when he is very very very tired.
And that hardly happens, most of the time anyway.

Charlie suddenly jolts awake, breathing heavily. He's panicking.

"Charlie calm down deep breathes"

"I ca-cant!"

"Yes you can!!"

"N-no I c-cant!"

"Yes you can come on"

I grab his hands ans he pulls them away.

"P-p-please don't."

"okay Charlie, I need you to listen to me"

He looks at me still breathing heavily and snaking.

"I need you to take a deep breath with me, ready?

1..
2..
3.."

He copies me.

"Well done one more time,
1..
2..
3.."

He copy's and calm down more.  He looks at me and breaks down.
I offer a hug a d he just falls into my arms. He's so tired and stressed. I guess a 4 hour nap dosent help.

"sh sh sh baby your okay I'm here"

He sobs alot.

"Charlie your okay breath baby."

He starts gasping.

"Char breathe."

He suddenly takes a deep inhale.

"thank you"

He looks up at me and frowns.

"I'm so sorry nick.."

"Don't apologise baby"

"No I need to,

I'm sorry for everything,
I'm sorry for being a pain,
I'm sorry for being a bad husband,
I'm sorry for being-"

I cut him off by kissing him softly.
"Char you don't need to apologise, and honestly your an amazing husband, your not a pain, your an amazing person Charlie. Don't you ever ever think diffrent."

He hugs me tightly. That's a way of saying sorry and thank you quietly. I squeeze him back.

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Hi! I hope you enjoy this chapter !

I might do a time skip to where lily is in nursery soon!!