Lonely (A Fallen Star In My Arms)

33- Desire

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I got discharged from hospital after 1 week.

My condition is better. Everyone is so happy. Biben is trying to fix everything in our house for Wendy.

Yeah. That's her name.

Wendy Worakamol Sumettikul.

Others had their suggestions but Biben gave that. But Biu decided to call her Violet. As for Apo he decided Lily.

My in-laws and my parents also decided different names for our angel.

Mae helps me giving her a bath, putting her clothes, making her sleep.

They play with her so I can take some rest.

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After staying with my in-laws for 2 months we're back to our little home.

But recently Biben rarely gives me time. He's working at office for long. Even we can't take our breakfast and dinner together.

I rarely see him. Though Apo, P'Nam, Biu never miss to visit me and angel, I still feel his absence.

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Biu left in the evening. It's 11:10 at night.

Biben hasn't back yet. Wendy was crying so I fed her and let her sleep on the crib in her room.

I left with a kiss on her forehead.

I don't take dinner yet. I don't have an appetite.

It's all empty and dark in our room. I lay down in the cold bed. I know he has the pressure of work but I want to spend time with him.

I closed my eyes and tried to sleep.

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Bib's POV _

Today I'm late again. Maybe Jeff is already asleep.

I went to check on my princess first. She's sleeping.

"Sorry princess, your Papa is late again. Your dad already fed you huh?... Goodnight princess."

I kissed her forehead and immediately went to my room. It's slightly bright with dim light coming from the window and my babe is laying on bed as usual.

I enter tiptoeing, not to wake him up. As I closed the door he got up and sat down.

"You're not asleep babe?"

"Not yet.. you're late again."

"I'm sorry..."

"Ok. The dinner is on the table. Freshen up and eat."

"You're not gonna eat?"

"I don't have an appetite."

"Babe you're angry with me? I'm sorry..."

"No I'm not... It's just... I'm feeling lonely again. You're not giving us time lately. We rarely saw each other, rarely talk even eat together."

I don't know what to say. Yeah I'm not giving time to my family.

His eyes are almost teary. I went closer and kissed him tightly.

"I'm sorry, babe. Actually I'm trying to finish my work so we can go on a vacation with our daughter. But I promise I'll give you time from now on."

"Humm"

"Smile a little... Please.."

His lips curled up. I kissed him again.

"I really missed the taste and warmth of these lips, babe."

He moaned between our kiss. Fuck! I'm already turned on.

I removed his clothes. I kissed and sniffed his sweet smell.

I missed it so damn much. I can't hold my desire anymore.

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Jeff's POV _

I wasn't asleep and he entered.

I almost cried but he kissed me. He knows how to make up with me.

Our clothes are removed. He started kissing me so roughly.

Our desperateness is telling how much we've missed each other. His touches are rough but I'm longing for this.

He kissed my collarbones then down for my chest.

As soon as his warm mouth touches my nipple a wave of pleasure runs through my body.

He starts sucking it softly.

Milk is coming out!

"Ahhh... Biben!.. don't suck there!!"

"You're so delicious, babe"

"Damn stop!... It's for the baby... Not for you!"

"Our princess is so lucky to have this heavenly taste of yours... I wish I can have this taste of yours every single day..."

"What are you saying? Stop!"

"Please... You can feed our baby later... Just let me have it now..."

"Biben... You're too much..."

He didn't listen. He licked off everything from my chest.

His hand reached for my lower part. I just moaned again.

"DAMN!!! Just do it.."

He pushed himself inside me.

He keeps thrusting inside until we cummed together.

After a long time we have sex together. My body is still unsteady.

"Get off... I'm sleepy..."

"Babe... We're not done yet."

"What?!"

He smirks at me.

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