Don't Let Me Drown (DISCONTINUED)

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Isabelle
I wait in the kitchen. My 'son' has been suspended for fighting my love...Lycan. The plan is working perfectly,that stupid boyfriend of his will drive him to me, he doesn't know him like I do. I hear a knock at the door wondering who it could be, I don't answer the door right away because it could be the police I'm a wanted woman for what I've done, it just proves Lycan loves me, he didn't tell on me. Oh! He really does love me. He'll be home soon. "Who is it?" I ask looking at the window. No car...hmm who could it be. "It's me. Issy." The voice says. My heart stops. Oh it couldn't be my sweet Lycan he calls me Issy. I excitedly opened the door. There he is standing there,he looks different, he has a lip ring and dyed hair, perfect from the last time we met. He's leaning against post, smirking, his eyes are red like he's been crying. "Hello Isabelle. Miss me?" He smirked. I gulped. Oh look at me I'm nervous. A 23yr old nervous of a 17 yr old boy.
I let him in, "Lycan...I didn't except you to come ever again." I said hugging him immediately. I missed him very much he was the only victim I had gotten attached too because he was perfect.
He smirked, his voice was dry and emotionless, oh what had happened to my baby?, he was bruised and hurt. Then I remembered...Jacob. I didn't even know the boy I just paid him to do a job. "So why did you send your idiotic son to pick a fight with me?" He asked as I got him a cold towel for his bruises. Lycan sat on the couch,he looked different it had only been a year.
I bit my lip before I gave my answer.
"He...isn't my son. He's uhh my nephew." So I lied. At least I have him.
He raised an eyebrow. "You've always been a bad liar. We spent three years together so don't fucking lie to me" He yelled gripping my wrist, I flinched and nodded.
I winced in pain as he released me, rubbing my wrist lightly.

Lycan

Before I knew it, I leaned in and kissed her black painted lips.
Now I bet your thinking What the Fuck?! Yeah so was I. I have never kissed any girl except her. Since Briar didn't need me now. Why shouldn't I? I'll never go back to him. Ever. I'll stay with Isabelle she truly needs me. " Oh...God. Lycan. I'm sorry I'm sorry. I realized what I did was wrong. Oh I deserve to go to jail. I'm awful. I promise your the only guy I've ever did that too. I'm sorry I just was filled with lust but I realized I need you." She blurted it out. I leaned away turning from her, she apologized. That's all I ever wanted was an apology. "You mean this? I swear if you're lying to me I'll slit your throat so fast my dear so tell the honest truth." I whispered harshly. She started to cry and nodded. I didn't really care. I was heartless now.
"I swear I'll give you the knife myself. I'm being truthful." Isabelle spoke up as I walked to the door, ready to leave. I leaned back against the door, I guess I could forgive and pretend to forget.
" Come here." I motioned to her. She got up and come to me timidly, she was scared....I was becoming a monster. I kissed her again wrapping my arms around her forgetting all about my broken heart and memories.
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Three hours later

Isabelle snuggled up against me, we layed in bed, it had been this way for the last past three hours. She didn't wanna touch me that way because she didn't wanna see the scars she had made yet, she wasn't ready. I ran my fingers through my hair as my phone buzzed again. It was him....

Briar: This is Alex. I want you to know he's with me now bitch and If you come near him ever. I'll kill you. You freak.

Me: Okay. Tell him I said Goodbye I love you I guess.

Briar: Sure thing freak. Now fuck off.

Me: yeah whatever asshole. Dont text me again.

I slammed my phone done with rage filling in me, he had just forgot all about me. About that night...just gone . Well fine. I can do the same.
My phone buzzed again.

Briar:'P.s Fuck boy. We had sex.'
Below it was a picture of Briar Naked sleeping with the covers draped over him.

Me: Fuck off before I come over there and kill your stupid ass. I hope you two are very happy together seeing as he's my first and now your seconds have fun with my cum in your mouth bitch.

No response. I cut off my phone and held Isabelle closer. She noticed. "You miss him don't you? You can go back to him Ly. You don't have to stay with me you know. After what I did. I'd leave too if I'd were you. You can go. We can be just friends." She said sitting up. I pulled her on top of me. "No sweetheart. I'm staying. Briar made his choice and it wasn't me." I said softly. She kissed me and rested against me. "Never leave me again Lycan Smith."

And I wasn't planning to.