Don't Let Me Drown (DISCONTINUED)

Choices

Lycan

I hated when things got like this, I knew he cared but I just couldn't let Briar go. He was my first...my only. I left the shop and went home, the first thing I did was lay in bed. I didn't wanna get up, I was so damn lazy and I couldn't stop thinking about pissing off Sam. Yeah the guy from the coffee shop, BRIAR'S COFFEE SHOP!!!! I was going to go see him and I just happened to see Briar, I felt a little bad I should of said something to Briar about shouldn't I? Well I'll just set the record straight tonight with both of them. I sat up and turned on some music and unwinded, it was Sleepwalking by Bring me the horizon.

Your eyes are swallowing me
Mirrors start to whisper
Shadows start to sing
My skin's smothering me
Help me find a way to breathe
Time stood still
The way it did before
It's like I'm sleepwalking
Fell into another hole again
It's like I'm sleepwalking
(It's like I'm sleepwalking)
(It's like I'm sleepwalking)

I loved this song it was so mellow and cool, besides that Oliver Sykes was A total hottie. I slipped out of my jeans and pulled on some my grey Indiana University hoodie and some shorts. Then I heard a knock at the door, I turned down my music and went to the door, looking the peep hole
....it was Sam. I opened it.

"Sam..Listen." I started to say, he put his finger on my lips and walked in, he was holding a panda bear and two roses, one black and one red. (Omg I love panda bears and roses, that player!) I closed the door turning to look at him, he smiled. "Look I'm sorry about earlier. I didn't mean it. I just I was jealous but now I've gotten myself together and I wanna say If you wanna be with him and he makes you happy I'll accept that." He said with a sigh as he handed me the panda and roses. I took them putting the panda down and putting the roses in water, "Sam. Thank you. I know you got that job at his place just for me and you can quit now..and live your life. I've decided to be alone figure somethings out. I have a son to look after." He pulled me into his arms immediately hugging me close like I liked. "I understand. Just friends." He whispered, kissing my cheek. I sighed realizing I had to be at dinner with Briar in an hour. "Oh shit! I have nothing to wear to have diner with Briar!" I groaned panicking. He raised an eyebrow. "Well I'll help you." He said looking through my closet.
Finally after twenty minutes, we found the perfect outfit, my black flannel shirt and denim jeans with black converses. I rushed to put it on, and fixed my hair rolling up my sleeves to show my tattoo, he smiled. " You look great now go." Sam said chuckling as I checked myself in the mirror for about the hundredth time. I hopped in my car and went over there.

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Briar
I set the pot of shrimp spaghetti on the table while my friend Rose set the table for Lycan's arrival. "Thanks for this Rose. I owe you one." She laughed. "No you dont. I'll help you anytime you need me." She said with a smile. Rose and I had been friends since pre school, she was like a sister to me. Then I heard a knock, I ran to the door, Lycan was early. Before I could though Rose grabbed me. "Hey! Your tie!" She said fixing it, I kissed her forehead, "Your a life saver babes." I opened the door....
It wasn't Lycan...it was Alex.

I stepped outside, closing the door not wanting Rose to see. "What the hell do you want?" I asked coldly.
Alex looked down. "Forgiveness. I never should of used you like I did in highschool and since I'm dying anyways might as well. Repent for my sins and what not." He said sadly. My eyes widen. "D...Dying?" I looked at him, he nodded. "In about a year or so . I'm supposed to die from a rare disease they found in my system a week ago." He said with a soft smile.
I wanted to cry and I didn't know why. "I'm....so sorry." He shook his head. "Not your fault. Anyways I hope you can forgive me." I nodded feeling myself cry, I hugged him. I looked up to see, Lycan. He looked at me, and then he saw Alex. "What the hell is that bastard doing here? He said pointing at Alex.
I looked down. "Lycan. He came to apologize." I said softly. Lycan looked away from us and then back up at me. "Lycan...I wanna apologize." Alex said lightly. "I'm dying of Saratosis....I always have been and in high school I was scared." I sighed and looked at him. Lycan's eyes dropped to the ground, "Alright. I'll hear you out but if you say some thing out of line. It's your ass Alexander."
Alex smirked and nodded.
I invited them both in...this is gonna be a long night.

Lycan

Dinner was over and I was bored of sitting up watching them flirt and crap, he was all over Briar and since they weren't drunk, I knew it was intentional. Bored out of my mind I texted Sam.

Me:Hey Sam

The phone buzzed a minute later.

Sam: Hey Buttercup. Having fun?

Me:Um no! And Butter cup really? I'm not a powderpuff girl lol

Sam: Why not? :[

Me: Just not I guess.

Sam: Well come hang out with me?

I looked up to see Briar kissing Alex.
THEY WERE MAKING OUT IN FRONT OF ME!!!
I rolled my eyes, and slowly stood up.

Me: I dunno...sampo

Sam:Come on he made his choice.

Me:Yeah ok.

Sam: Meet me at The Parking garage.

Me:Kk.

I walk towards the door, "Im gonna go now. I'll see you guys later." I said as I opened the door, Briar stopped for a moment...."Lycan...don't go. I'm sorry."
But I was already out the door and walking down the hallway. I got in my car and drove to the parking garage, I realized I was crying, getting out the car I wiped my eyes and walked to the top deck of the garage meeting Sam's eyes before anything else. He pulled me in for a hug and let go, "You okay?" He asked softly. Sam had an accent which made him even more cuter. I nodded.
"Your lying Vlad." He smirked."Youve been a bad liar since elementary." I rolled my eyes and looked down, not wanting to show him how sad I was. "He kissed him..." I whispered. Sam pulled me close wrapping his arms around me,I looked up at the sky and it was beautiful. I sighed. He touched my face lightly, "Can we go to my place?I live closer."

I nodded as we walked back down and drove to his place, it was nice it had the look of the modern day studio, I liked it. I sat the couch while he got me a drink.
He sat back down next to me, he raised an eyebrow and lifted up my sleeve seeing fresh scratches.