Don't Let Me Drown (DISCONTINUED)

Broken Memories

*Triggering Warning*

Briar

I keep my eyes on the road hoping to make sense of this inside my head, I turned my attention to the back seat to see if Lycan was okay, I smiled warily as I noticing he was finally asleep, the skies turned black as we drove down the dirt closed road that lead to my home, he'd never been here because my parents let me bring friends home until Lycan.
I pull in front of the old dusty house, it still had its dark blue paint, it seemed that nothing had changed about it, I shrugged cutting off the car and getting out figuring they must pay the care giver money to keep this hellhole up. I sighed and picked Lycan up in my arms, carrying into the huge house, it was hidden in the trees so you could barely see it. I pulled out the old rustic key from the mailbox and opened the door, I looked at place it was just like before, nothing had changed I went up stairs to my parents old room, it had Rose wallpaper, a white master bed, a bathroom with a large shower and bathtub, and a balcony take looked over the lake behind us. I had to admit it was beautiful. I laid Lycan down and let him sleep, draping the covers over him, he was so beautiful. I went downstairs quickly finding the liquor cabinet as memories came, I sat down on the couch running my bruised hand through my hair, taking a deep breath.

My dad is drinking as I sit at the table doing homework."Don't ever touch this cabinet you hear you little faggot?" He sneers at me, I nod. "I dont wanna your stupid drink anyways." I mumble. He turns around glaring at me. "What did you say you blithering pissbucket?" He gets up and grabs me throwing me on the ground. "Don't you ever talk back to me!" Tears burn at my eyes but I don't let them fall, I run upstairs, hearing tapping at my window... Its my best friend Lycan.

I close my eyes and take a drink, the whiskey burns my throat but soon the feeling dies down and I start to drink.

"Runaway with me dude. Our parents don't even want us." I look at Lycan who is only 14. Just days before he gets taken. "I want to but I can't..." He frowns and looks at my arms seeing the bruises."They're beating you again... I thought you said they stopped." He says angrily. "They did..for a day." I hear my door knob being messed with. "Hurry! Get in the closet my mom is coming!" I quickly push him in the closet,unlock the door and pull out my work books.
My mom comes in smoking a cigarette.
"Who were you talking to? And why was this damn door locked?" She asks looking at me. I look down. "No body mom. I have work to do so..." She puffs on her cigarette. I roll my eyes and look back at my work, "You know Del. I could of left you were. You dirty ungrateful bastard." She growls at me. I wondered what she meant, didn't she have me? "Mom. Come on stop. Im grateful for everything you give me. I know its not easy taking care of a kid but you do just fine." She punched me hard in the mouth, apparently she thought that was back talk. It wasn't. Blood dripped out my mouth as she walks out slamming the door, I fall to the ground hurting, Lycan bursts out the closet. "God.. No. You aren't staying here." He helps me up. "No...it's okay. I'm alright just a little punch I can take it." I say coughing. He shook his head. "Your lip being busted isn't okay. Come on. We can sleep  in the barn for a few days, at least please Del?" I finally give in waiting to they're asleep, I sneak down and get some food and blankets. We huddle in the barn for the rest of the night. The days past and they don't even care if I'm gone. "Hey. I'm gonna go check in with my mom and I'll meet you at the barn after dark okay bro?" Lycan says hugging me. I smile and let him go. He's never hugged me before. After dark quickly comes and he never shows up. I frown and go back to the house, bombarded by yelling and immature insultation, I go up to my room,grab a towel and go take a bath
I stare at my nightmare medication that Lycan got for me, they sit on the edge of the tub wanting to be taken,
I sigh and take six pills, instantly my body goes numb and I sink down to the tub washing away my broken memories.

I opened my eyes as the memories fade, I put the bottle down not even drunk, I run and smash the bottle in the sink. The anger leaving me, I slide down to the ground letting my head fall in my hands, I'm so fucked up.
"Hey there." I heard Lycan behind me. I looked up at him, I wanted to fall apart. "You're gonna be  ok. Your the strongest guy I know  How about we get Alex to bring us some food." I got up and hugged his waist, "I love you baby." I whispered in his ear. He smiled and kissed me, I'd been craving for his lips so damn much, he was wearing his T-shirt and boxers, god he looked so hot. I lifted him up as he wrapped his legs around me, he nibbled at my neck making me moan, I carried him upstairs while he kept nibbling on my skin turning me on, I laid him down  on the bed resting myself beteewn his legs carefully as i softly tracing his tattoo."Shit.. We need to call Alex.." He huffed. His breathlessness turned me on even more. I pressed his lips against mine hungry for them, I slowly run my fingers against the edge of his waist band teasing him purposely. I checked the time hoping it wasn't later than I wanted but sadly it was. He  panted releasing his lips from my skin, "Later I promise." He said kissing my lips one time before letting get from between his legs. I nodded and threw his jeans as he called Alex.
I laid in bed surprised that neither of us were hard fully, I watched him pace back and forth as he waited for Alex, I could imagine what was going through his mind, he was worried for me and for the life we had just begun.
I wrapped my arms around carefully. "We will get through this. No matter what. They won't hurt you or me. Ever again." I said confidently.

I didn't know how wrong I was...

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Double update with a cliffhanger hahah
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