My Best Friend's Mom Too

Ch.10: What Are We Doing?

Cassidy's P.O.V:

"What am I doing here.." Olivia lightly speaks after our moment of silence.

I was unsure on how to respond because I didn't want to scare her away at the last moment. She was clearly questioning herself, which is understandable when laying in bed with someone barely over 18.

"Sorry" I whisper in return.

"What I-I, there's nothing for you to be sorry about. I'm just.. I've been having thoughts that I probably shouldn't." She vaguely stated, but I understood what she meant. How could I not.

"Me too. Bad thoughts." I say causing a gleam in her barely visible blue eyes. "Like..." she asks even quieter than I had.

"This" I say, throwing all caution to the wind.

I shifted my body even closer to hers under the sheets while holding her soft cheek within my hand. My eyes fluttered shut as we got closer and before I knew it, our lips connected.

Boom. It's happening. I actually did it. Me and Olivia are kissing, and I can hardly hold my excitement/pleasure. The moment our lips connected it felt meant to be all along. Our lips just meshed together so perfectly, way different than kissing Wendy or Daisy. Way better..

My hand slid to her neck and held her softly the entire time. To my surprise she hadn't resisted whatsoever, in fact I could feel her reciprocating. Her lips were moving as hungrily as mine, and that reassured me greatly. At this point our bodies had fully connected, and our legs started tangling beneath the sheets. What felt like another few minutes later, yet was probably much less, we disconnected our locked lips and caught the heavy breaths that hung scarcely from our lungs.

I looked to her shadow through the dark to see it moving up and down, but still not shriveling away from me. Can't say that was expected.

"More" she mumbled deep under her breath. My eyes widen like mad before being pulled in again by her all enveloping grasp.

Again I get lost in her embrace and kiss so much that I don't even realize how long we had been lying there. We separate again this time somehow even more breathless. As we're detached I look at her questioningly. "You wanted more pretty bad, huh?" I ask cheekily, and she finally shoved me away, but in more of a joking manner. "Whatever, forget it. Slip of the tongue." She says poorly excusing her deep moment of lustfulness. "Literally" I add due to the fact that she did indeed slip her tongue in. Unfortunately again she pushed me, harder this time.

She had turned over so her back was facing me now, which I couldn't help but take advantage of.

I snaked my arm over her stomach and pulled her into my grasps this time. I figured this was basically happening right now, so I may as well get the hug in too. "Mmm" she groaned as if she was upset. "What are we doing?" She mumbles again.

"I don't know.. I'm just doing what feels right." I admit squeezing tighter so she knew what I really meant. "Is it really right though?" She kept her low tone, with her face still not visible. "It feels right when it feels right. I feel right like this..." I reply while slowly sinking my face closer to the crook of her neck. Before I could she suddenly turns back over.

"You really feel right doing this, with me? Why would you want this?" She says in reference to herself. "Don't say that. Who wouldn't, you're amazing Olivia. You need to know that." I state, making sure she knows the real truth.

"Please, stop." She says, and I can see the slight sign of tears starting to form. "Don't waste your time with me Cassidy, I'm not worth the trouble. Plus wouldn't you prefer someone way younger, like my daughter?" She stuns me twice with her choice of words. "Ok first of all, who told you that shit? Your ex Jason I'm guessing? That fucker clearly didn't know what he had, and fumbled it so miserably hard. Second, I don't give a shit what your age is. Do you think I chose to start liking you for no reason? It just kinda.. happened." I end still unsure of how it truly came to be, and why it took me so long to realize in the end. Instead I was too focused on her daughter, likely because I thought I needed to like someone my age.