Even until Death, the Scum Gong thought I was a White Lotus

28.1

Ch28.1 - Hurry and look, I’m going to jump off a building

The man shook his head. “No, it’s not that…” He carefully reached out to touch his youth, his lover.

“Xiao Mu, I was drugged by Tan Tao. You know that this person is the most insidious…” 

Xie Mu was still lying on the treatment table. He did not hide as Bo Qin’s hand reached over, but watched him.

He watched the man he had admired since high school.

“Bo Qin…” His voice was soft, like a dragonfly gently landing on the surface of water. “The first time you saw me, when was it?”

Bo Qin stiffly hugged him, his eyes downcast, and told the truth for the first time. 

He knew that lying no longer had any meaning.

“During your freshman year in college, I went to your school and saw you.”  The young man had a faint smile on his face.

“You did it on purpose,” he said. “Deliberately recruiting me into the company, deliberately making me like you…” 

“Xiao Mu, I really did like…” After saying this, even the man himself did not think it was very convincing.

But the youth laughed.

His pale face slowly bloomed into a smile.

His voice was low. “I believe you.” 

No one knew how Bo Qin was feeling at that moment, it was as if he had finally been pardoned. 

He carefully held his lover, nervously and gently leaning down to kiss his cold forehead non-stop.

“Xiao Mu, I know I was wrong. I was afraid you would be hurt, please don’t blame me. I’m begging you…” 

When he was young and his grandfather had made him kneel for a night in the ancestral hall, he had not begged.

When the bird was let go, he had not begged. 

But now, he was begging.

He begged his lover to forgive him.

Bo Qin was scared.

For the first time, he was so scared. 

When the young man had opened his eyes to look at him, the man who had always been a victor finally had fear in his heart.

Xie Mu’s eyes held no love for him.

How was that possible?

Xiao Mu loved him so much, it wasn’t even an exaggeration to say that he loved Bo Qin more than he loved himself. 

This was not the first time the man had faced such a Xie Mu.

But last time, he had been sick.

The real Xiao Mu loved him, respected him, and his eyes and heart were completely full of him.

Bo Qin finished speaking and saw the youth merely looking at him with a pale face. The shape of his lips was beautiful and they moved countless times, but he never uttered words of forgiveness. 

This was not normal. Xie Mu loved him so much, how could he not forgive him.

Even if he once personally pushed him into Tan Tao’s arms.

Didn’t he take Xiao Mu back in the end?

“Bo Qin…” The person in his arms opened his mouth. The gentle trust usually present in his voice was full of fatigue.