Ch28.2 - Hurry and look, I’m going to jump off a building
“Don’t…don’t regret it…please…” Bo Qin never thought that just a short sentence could bring such despair to a person.
“Xiao Mu, I will change…” The man was unable to say anything else, his eyes red and his voice hoarse as he begged.
“Please, please, please…”
Xie Mu shook his head even harder.
“Bo Qin, I beg you. Let me go.” The man’s movements froze in place.
He trembled, gently helping the youth cover himself with the quilt. His hoarse voice belied his efforts to fake his calmness as if he hadn’t heard anything at all. “Xiao Mu, you must be very tired today, hurry and rest…”
The youth’s eyes were full of sadness. “Bo Qin, it hurts a lot.”
“I asked the doctor to prescribe you some medicine. Soon it won’t hurt.”
Clearly knowing that he was not talking about that kind of pain, the handsome man leaned over and pressed a kiss on the pale lips of the youth.
Xie Mu’s tears fell down, and he tasted them.
They were bitter.
Bo Qin covered the quilt, slowly stood up straight, and went outside.
One step, two steps.
Behind him came the voice of the youth, without his usual nativity or gentleness, full of acrid meaning.
“You once told me that if the object you liked was touched by others, you would take back your love.”
“Because you like clean.”
“Bo Qin…” his voice trembled. The pale lips that had once been kissed by the man countless times parted.
“I’m not clean……”
“I know you mind…”
“I don’t care—”
The man jerked back, his eyes full of cold force, and almost roared out, “Xiao Mu, I love you!”
“Let’s forget about those things, and live like we did before, shall we?”
Xie Mu’s face was pale and he slowly shook his head.
“You mind.”
“I also mind.”
He raised his eyes slightly, his bright eyes trained onto the man’s crazy gaze.
Xie Mu whispered, “I felt very disgusted when you kissed me earlier.”
“Just like how you felt disgusted after we did it the other day—”
Bo Qin’s face turned a shade paler.
The young man didn’t seem to notice his ugly expression and continued, “Just now, I even thought that this was all just a nightmare.”
“Bo Qin is such a good person, how could it become like this, this must be fake, it’s just a dream.”
“But…I can’t forget that you looked at me and laughed. You let me leave. Every word you said, every expression on your face…”
“I love you, but you make me feel disgusted.”
“Letting me go will also help you let go…”
Let him go?
Let his Xiao Mu go?
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