๋ ⭑Sanegiyuu Oneshots⭑ ๋

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Highschool au

Mention of shinogiyuu

Sanemi angst

Sanegiyuu angst

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Sanemi:

I don't understand Giyuu. He hangs out with me one day and we have fun. We had so much fun once that he even kissed me. I was so flustered when he did. I wasn't expecting it. But, I don't think he wants to be official.

Every time he sees Shinobu he always lights up even more. He smiles more, laughs more and talks more. He likes her more than me so why'd he even kiss me? Why did he kiss me if he obviously likes her more?

I understand why he likes her more. She pretty and calm. Unlike me, my body is littered with scars and I'm not calm. I'm aggressive. I hate being aggressive and unappealing. It scares people away. Giyuu doesn't think that but he definitely dislikes it.

Everything about her is better than me. Looks, voice, body, everything. I hate being the way I am. Why am I so jealous? I shouldn't be, he likes Shinobu more and I should accept that. But, it hurts. I love that man. But he doesn't. I don't know how to act around him anymore. I don't want him to dislike me more than he does now.

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Narrator:

"I better go see Sanemi now, I promised I'd meet him before class" Giyuu informed the shorter woman. "Alright! But first, can I do something?" Giyuu cocked his head but nodded. Shinobu grinned and got on her tip-toes. She pulled Giyuu's head down and pressed her lips against his. Giyuu was in shock and tried pulling away but Shinobu held him tight.

"Where is he? He was supposed to meet up with me..." Sanemi thought as he walked around the corner to his locker. When he turned the corner he was shocked. Shinobu and Giyuu were kissing.

Giyuu looked to the side and he saw Sanemi in the distance. He pulled away from Shinobu forcefully and waved happily at him. "Sanemi! Hi!" Sanemi bit his lip and ran off on the verge of tears. "Sanemi!" Giyuu yelled. "Sorry Shinobu, I have to go!" He started running after Sanemi.

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Sanemi:

I ran all the way to the bathroom. I threw my bag across the room and I slammed my fists onto the counter, looking into the mirror. "Why am I like this..." He looked at his pained reflection. He heard footsteps and he saw Giyuu walk in, puffing. "Hey Sanemi, why'd you run off?" The ebony haired man asked cluelessly.

Sanemi looked at him, tears mixed with anger and pain started falling from his eyes. "Hey! Are you alright..?" Giyuu's tone softened. "You can tell me!"

Sanemi but his lip before bursting. "I fvcking love you" He yelled. "I've loved you for so fvcking long now!" He gripped Giyuu by the collar. "Why'd you even kiss me if you love Shinobu more!" Giyuu was in shock but he couldn't say anything. "Sanemi..?"

"Forget it! I'll stop bothering you..." Sanemi tried wiping the streaming tears. He picked up his bag again and he ran out of the bathroom.

"Sanemi!"

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Yeah I'm definitely better at writing angst

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