๋ ⭑Sanegiyuu Oneshots⭑ ๋

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Sanemi angst

Modern students au

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Sanemi:

Even though we're dating, he gets most of the attention. He gets compliments everyday. We even get stopped in the hallway so he could have conversations with those who want to speak with him. I stand there. I stand there watching them interact every single day. Almost as if I was invisible. They think of him as the pretty one. They compare him to me. "Oh! You're the pretty one and Sanemi is the one who gets into fights!" I hear every day. It's not my fault I have these scars. They assume I like to fight. I don't mean to be violent. I don't know why I do what I do.

They always ignore me when I try speaking to them. I say hello whenever they come up to us. All I get is an awkward look and then they immediately turn to Giyuu to start chatting. I hate it. I hate being the mean one.

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Giyuu:

I was just walking through the hallway with Sanemi. I expected to see someone who wanted to talk with me and they did. I noticed Sanemi's behaviour every time this happens. He always stepped back, leaning against the wall and went on his phone. I couldn't help but wonder how he felt. How he felt whenever I was complimented and he was ignored. I never understood much about emotions. I had spent half of my life quietly and by myself. I only started being noticed when I started dating Sanemi. He was one of the popular kids in school, I think.

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Narrator:

"Sanemi?"

Sanemi heard his boyfriend's soft voice call for him. "Yeah, Giyuu?" He turned to his the other man beside him. "Why do you always walk away when people talk to me?" Sanemi's eyes widened. He knew this question was coming, he just didn't want to tell his precious and innocent boyfriend the reason why.

"Nemi? Are you going to tell me?" His boyfriend looked at him with that face. That face would always get Sanemi to tell him anything, Sanemi couldn't refuse. "You know what I was before I started dating you?" Sanemi started, his anger flaring up. The ebony haired man nodded, waiting for him to continue. "I was one of the most popular kids in school, not for my looks, only because I started fights."

Giyuu knew that, he'd seen Sanemi in action, yelling and hitting others out of anger. "When you came along and we started dating everyone admired you, you were just a fvcking loner before you dated me, then suddenly everyone starts talking to you." Sanemi started letting out the built out anger inside, all directed to Giyuu. "It's only because of me you're being noticed! If you didn't come to me then you'd still be eating your damn lunch alone!" Giyuu's eyes started welling up with tears, shocked at his boyfriend's outburst.

"Sanemi I-" Sanemi cut him off. "They all describe you as the pretty one, the better one, the calm one, you know what they call me? They call me a monster, they always compare me to you, Giyuu. They always compare us. They always talk to you and pay no attention to me, do you know how it feels to be left out and sh!t talked about? Do you fvcking know?!"

Tears streamed down both men's faces. Giyuu didn't know his boyfriend felt this way. "Look, I'm sorry Giyuu, I didn't mean to yell at you." Sanemi tried calming down. "I just, needed to let some anger out, sorry." It wasn't like him to say sorry, Giyuu always cherished the times when he did. "Uhm, it's okay, I'm sorry you feel this way, Nemi."

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One word:
Lazy

Gonna try writing atleast one thing every week srry for not writing

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