tears on my scars.

i saw the light.

I saw the light
I saw it all
I watched us burn
I watched us fall.

All those moments went into vain
All those memories went into drain
I stood right there, in the midnight rain,
When he poured out the pain.

Those screams and cries
Those melancholic lies
Echo inside my mind
Leaving my sanity dumb and blind.

This doesn't make any sense
Anything of this, literally doesn't make sense
But I mean no offence
Laughing whilst banging my head.

Our story ended before it started
Like a void
An epilogue without a storyline
Crying, all the shattered pieces I attempt to bind.

I think I should continue
You think I should stop
My heart listens to you
My brain tells me to not.

You can take my heart if you want
But you can't take my soul
Because it belongs to me
And always would.

Pretending you don't care
But I see red in your eyes
Saying you care
But you try to save me from the fire by putting ice.

Oh darling, only if you didn't have a fucking rotten demeanor
I might've stayed in the dark
Acted like I couldn't see
Acted like I couldn't feel.

Were all those rebounds worth it?
You ended up proving me wrong like everytime
Secretly thanking the gods that you did or it wouldn't have felt like evermore
Now I can't help but overlook it.

You can take my flesh if you want to
You can take my blood if you want to
Leave me like trash if you want to
Leave me like nothing if you want to.

I love you and I hate you with my whole heart
Despite the thought of despising loving you so much
I ended up loving you.
I do not listen to me anymore
I listen to you.

I saw the light
I saw it all
I watched us glow
I watched us grow.