tears on my scars.

silvertongue.

Have sympathy for the devil
You never know how many scars adorn the porcelain flesh
In a hope that they will heal someday
But the wounds always remain fresh.

Please paint me as the villain.
For is there anything left worth saving now?
I would rather stay silent
And hear all those screams so violent
Without letting them know
That my inner self is violet.

Silence is the most powerful scream
Yet you remained deaf all these years
Darkness is the brightest light
Still you stayed numb and blind.

You're the lump in my throat
And the knot in my chest
I don't want to play anymore
Tired of your quests.

All the closeness makes us more distant
Just like two sociopaths in a bar
But now this room is spinning
While I'm trying just to fill in all the gaps.

I'll call out your name
But you won't call back
I'll scream in the flashing lights
But you'll be too busy
Fucking the fame.

Think I need to leave you
Think I need to love you
Our love is like crying out in empty rooms
With no one there except the moon.

You're too wild
I can't resist it
You're too fragile
I can't hold on.

We both know it's not right
Hiding the pretense in light
I see the danger
It's written in your eyes.

Always pushed me down
Always made my breath run out
Gagged up my begs and cries
You better pray I don't get up this time.

Do or die
You will never make me
Because the world will never take my heart
Even though I let my ruin start.

You made me thirst for your love
You made me beg for your touch
I paced around for hours on empty
I jumped at the slightest of sounds.

I have got mind
But I don't know how to bewitch
I have got soul
But I'm not a soldier.

Everything we ever had is history
Walking down the memory lane might hurt me
Learning everything ain't what it seems
That's the thing about these days.

Thinking that you will survive
When you can't even breathe
Can't you see?
That you're lost without me.

Prayed to the god for another chance
Got on my knees to beg
You're my god, my savior
But you fret.

The spark between us died
The moon is invisible at night
All the light is going dark
And my hope is destroyed.

My eyes are dim and dark
The voice in my head is loudened
I haven't slept in days
But who's counting?

The lord's angels
And the devil's demons
Come and go
Like the strength in your bones.

My head feels heavy
By the weight of a false crown
Feed me poison
Fill me until I drown.

Standing still in the library
While running around and throwing the books out of the bookshelf
I don't need you to help me
I can handle things myself.

I am a fool for you
Once again, taking your untrue word
Trusting the eyes of a traitor
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world?

I never feel horrified
Always thrilled by your petrifying terror
I tend to deflect
When I'm feeling threatened.

Always calm before the storm
We remained forever and flee
I will take one final step
All you have to do is make me.