You tell me to move on
But don't tell me how
I don't know how to let you go
You're my home.How do I look away now that I've seen you?
The moment I put my eyes on you
I knew
That there will be regret and rue.You're trouble and I know it
You’ve set me on fire and I'm burning
You've put me under water and I don't know how to swim
You see me mewling like a goddamn quim.I'm done
I'm annoyed as fuck
You don't even care
I should've known that all of it was a snare.You know me
I feel so sad because you know me by heart
You know that my hatred is a pretence
My anger for you is all false.I've loved myself enough
Still my heart goes back to you
Even though you did nothing
Besides making me regret everything.You're my dearest
You can have the whole world
I won't let you go and you know that
I won't give you up and you know that too.Why is love not enough?
Why is my heart and my soul not enough?
Am I not enough?
I know I'm not.There are infinite reasons to why I was drawn to you
But I still don't know that one reason why I was drawn to you
You're flawed and dangerous
But, I love you.We don't speak
We never do
We don't even talk with our eyes anymore
We aren't even looking to score.I haven't felt more lonely
I said the truth when I said you own me
I wanna burn those vintage tees
And all those memes.I love you for you
Everything you are
Everything you've been
And everything you'll be.I wanna make up for all the moments
When you thought that you don't deserve love
I wanna love you till the end of time
I wanna give you the love that you deserve.You taught me my name
You said it better than I did
You showed me a world which was lit
But it didn't have you in it.You never loved me
And I always loved you
You never thought about me
And there wasn't a moment when I didn't think about you.You're insane and you're selfish
You're a fucking god and you know it
And I guess that is the worst thing
Because you fucking know it.
YOU ARE READING
tears on my scars.
Poesíapoetry from the times when i feel dead and alive. i hear the shadows whispering, i feel the inaudible trembling, unwilling to believe, too true to disbelief. -aish