tears on my scars.

my only one.

I'll always love you
Even when you're far away
Even when I know I won't see you from a distance
Even when you're lying in her arms again.

Maybe if I was a bit quieter
A less clumsy
A less cringy
And a lot of pretty
I could've been her.

The woman you love is not me
It makes me feel sad and lonely
Life feels way more worse than it already was
When I realized that I was the other woman.

My heart holds you when my hands can't
Your memories don't help but haunt
Those abandoned corridors of my brain
Where that small naive girl rots.

I want to learn about you from you with you
I want to cry about you with you
I want to love you
Even when I'm not supposed to.

You make me so dizzy
I want you to never let go of me
I will stay with you till eternity
All these promises are going to stay with me till I'm buried.

You ask me if I'll ever stop loving you
But you don't know that I reside in you
How can I let you go?
When you are my home.

I want you even if you're the fire
And I'm the water
Even if you're nobody's son
And I'm a king’s daughter.

I'll be waiting for the one my whole life
I'll be waiting for you to be the one whom I can call mine
I know we'll meet again when it's the right time
Even if the right time is when we get to the other side.

You're so mean to me at times
But you mean everything to me
Even when there's water in my lungs
I would still carry you in my heart.

If you ever feel like you're the problem
That you failed and you're wasted
That you can't do anything right anymore
Just remember that you're the one who won.

Atleast we saw the sunrise after every sunset
Saw the sunshine when we thought it'd never rise
We made mistakes and we learnt from them
But still did them twice.

I'm still trying and I'm not gonna give up
So I celebrate
My heritage of love
At least no body’s grave was dug up.

If you can't love me
Please allow me to keep loving you
For I know that my love is unrequited
And I'm not the one to quit.

New year's here
Still I want the old you
Nothing new
Only you, still you, forever you.

I'll die a thousand lives to see that face again
I'd live to die a thousand times to see you again
Your face is my last horizon
I want to see you when the world is colliding.

Now I'm stuck in between
Wanting to wait for you forever
And wanting to forget you forever
But I know that could never happen.

I don't know what's better and what's worse
So I do it all
For the more is lesser
And the less is more.

You're not beautiful like the boys on fashion magazines, you're prettier
You aren’t a guy for limousines
For you taste like a cultural cuisine
And your eyes sparkle with a light which I had never seen.

We should meet in another life
We should be in the air
We should burn in the fire
Me and you.

I wish I could tell you how much I love you
In a way that would make your heart ache
Just like mine does
But I can't hide you from others.

I would love you
Even in the days when I won't get you
Or you won't understand me
I won't let you flee.

You're the only person I have
You're the only person I wanna love in the end
I don't really care at this point
If all of this was a fucking facade.

I didn't want to fall in love
But then you appeared
And everything started to look colorful like flowers
I suddenly wanted to look at you for hours.

Your eyes didn't steal my heart
Because I submitted it myself
Your embrace gets me high
And your touch leaves me breathless.

I've loved you for four months now
But I already feel like I loved you for a lifetime
This life isn't enough
I need eternity to love you and show you that you're mine.

Maybe one day you'll know
Or perhaps you already know
That I never meant to argue
I just wanted to let you know.

Every day I'll wake up
And realize
That everything I want, I have
But I have nothing
For I don't have you.