Oscar won the Spanish Grand Prix, his first win. Our team celebrated just as he deserved but I knew that as soon I would return to Lando, the hell would break lose.
But I was ready for it. I could take it.
I let out a breath as I walked in his apartment. He was laying on the couch again, there was not much he could do anyways.
"Hi" I said softly, putting my stuff down. He didn't even look up, he just kept scrolling through TikTok.
I walked up to him and sat down on the couch. "How was your weekend?"
"Awesome, seeing Oscar win and all" he said sarcastically.
But I was gonna play dumb and act as if I couldn't read his sarcasm.
"Yeah it was definitely amazing to see him win"
His head snapped to me. It was the first time he actually looked at me. "I bet you liked that yeah"
'How much are you gonna take?'
'You'll always get the blame'
And then something inside me snapped. I was so tired of this.
I shouldn't have to be the bigger person. Why should I have to break to keep us working?
I started laughing. I couldn't help myself but I was so broken by all the emotional abuses.
"What the fuck is wrong with you lately?" I snapped. "You're being an absolute asshole for months now"
He tilted his head a little. "Are you blaming me for being frustrated that I can't do the thing I love most?"
"No, I totally understand that but you're pushing everyone away by acting like this"
He sat a little straighter, his eyes were locked on mine and I hoped I would see the guy I fell in love with behind that mask.
"No one is asking you to stay, but you want to stay because you know you're nothing without me"
I couldn't believe he just said that. Worst of all, he meant every word he just said. I could see that.
"You went from someone I admired to someone I despise" I sighed. "But I am leaving because I'm getting tired of bearing all your burden"
He chuckled. "Are you serious? You're breaking up with me?"
I started doubting myself again, should I break up with him? Maybe I should wait it out a little bit, maybe I should give him another chance.
"Are you fucking Oscar or something?"
Not this again.
"I am not fucking anyone, not even you lately" I tried to stay calm but he was really testing me right now.
He started chuckling even louder as he shook his head.
"I wouldn't even be mad River" he looked away for a second before looking at me again.
"Because I fucked Georgia"
