Crown :The Bridge

Blast from the past

Nicki knew it was all too good to be true the peace she was feeling Kenny past followed him around like a lost puppy and she now had to speak out not only for him but for herself she was done playing games Kenny had done his time he was a child that didn't know the law as as such he plead guilty but all these people was playing in their face they was using this to drag her down but they forgot how strong she is. She called her lawyers it was time to start working on his case
People who she thought was friends started to look on her differently because of who she was with and it made her see that they weren't friends to being with. Those who stayed with her through this storm she will surly ride for them no matter what. She contacted her lawyer she needed to see what her and Kenny options where she went on Queen radio with the barbz and enjoyed herself she cursed those out who working her nerves she hated when they played with her like she was some sort of fool. She decided she was gonna play her and Nas unreleased song that she had sent to funk flexx to from the barbz loves the song and was talking about they hope her and Nas still together. She liked some of the comments even tho she knew her and Nas was over the feelings she had for Kenny was too strong and she knew Nas was in love with his new bae because the rumblings around Queens that he got a guy mouth wired shut for coming at her . Then there was the outing the media was saying it was here and Nas but she knew it was Tia the look on Nas face hurt her he looked truly happy she felt that he now viewed her as a waste of his time and energy. But what made her feel worse was when they was talking about her and nas on the breakfast club they made it seem like Nas reached down when he started to talk to her she hated feeling like that she respected Nas he kept it real with her right through not once did he make her feel less than and she didn't like that she couldn't give him the same feelings he was giving her.

Kenny : " baby you ok you seem in deep thoughts"
Nicki : " do you feel I am a good person "
Kenny : " yes I do , what's bring this on ? "
Nicki : " I'm just thinking about how things played out with Nas and how I hurt and then people talking that I was undeserving of him I'm just wondering if I'm good enough even your ex is making it seem that I don't deserve some in like and then the haters saying the most vile things about and I can't protect you I can't shield you from the hurt"

Kenny : " I know me and Nas got on the wrong foot but never said anything bad about you and that speaks to who you are even if it didn't work out for you two as for my ex she can say whatever hurt people want others to hurt as for the haters they don't live with us so there thoughts don't matter we know what we have I don't need you protecting me there is nothing they can say that someone hasn't already said to me"
Nicki looked at Kenny with tears in her eyes she loved him so much she loved how he was honest with his words he didn't try to sugar coat it for her he kept it real and that's all she could ask for.

Nicki : " awww babe"
This is what she loved about him the honesty was out of this world it was a judgement free zone she wanted it all with Kenny and she was gonna have it she just had to bear with outside noise a little longer she knew it was time to leave New York maybe move to Cali for her peace of mind.