Crown :The Bridge

NO paradise

Nicki was in the final stages of planning her birthday trip to Turks with meek and her close group of family and friends her and nas was not on talking terms again he was pissed with her after he had come into the studio to be her super man only for her to turn him down for a trip  to be  with Meek instead.
she thought back to four days ago when Nas had come into her studio like a mad man to save her.

flashback to four days ago
Nicki hasn't really stepped foot in a studio in a long while and Nas was constantly pushing for her to do just that she played with the controls with Juice keeping a close eye on her it was only them in here  she was not ready to have others in here with her as yet.
Juice :" whenever you're ready Nicki "
she looked at juice and took a deep breath as she entered the booth she started to shake as she put the headphones on she just wanted  to do a simple freestyle but as she opened her mouth to start to rap  it's like someone started to crush her chest and she started to scream like she was in murder scene  juice  ran into the both he tried to clam her down  but nothing worked.

Juice: " I'm going to call meek , you'll be alright"

but she shaked her head no she didnt want meek she wanted Nas

Nicki: " Nas "

Juice: " Nas ?"

Nicki:" call Nasir" Nicki croaked out as she tried to catch her breath as the tears flowed and she curled up on the floor

Juice: " I ain't have Nas number Nic"

she calmed herself long enough to get the phone out her pants packet and open it giving it to juice"

Nas was about to enter a meeting with his team when his phone went off it was Nicki

Nas: " baby I'm ..."
Nas was cut off by a male voice sounding panicked telling him Nicki was hyperventilating in the booth and screaming for him.

Nas :" I'm on my way"
Nas opened the door and told his team he had an emergency"

he borrowed Anthony car keys  and speeded out the parking lot he broke every speed limit in cali to get to Nicki. he left the car door open with the key in the ignition  and busted into the studio like it was on fire he saw Nicki on the floor crying bursting into action he was on the ground with her he pulled her to him and began rocking her.

Nas :" It's ok breath onika it's ok you did good"
Juice watched the scene In  front of him it's clear that these two got feelings for each other his heart broke for Nas who had to watch her be with Meek. 
Nicki :" I..I can't it's like there is no life in me I can't inspire no one like this nasir"
He pulled her off the ground and told juice to play a beat and leave them he stared to rap about her eyes her smile and her kisses

Nas :" now do the same about me  " 
Nicki slowly started to rap about Nas and he was low key blushing at what she was saying about him. Nas leaned  closer to her and said

Nas : " I know you was feeling  me"

Nicki didn't answer she just hugged him he felt safe she felt safe in his arms

Flashback to two days
she wanted this trip to be perfect  so she was doing everything to make sure of that it was time for meek and those closest to her to really gel if they wanted to get married meek had been on her about getting married first then do a big ceremony but her heart said no she dailed nasir number hoping he would answer he picked up on the last ring .

Nicki: " hey nasir"
Nas: " sup Nicki"
Nicki: " just finishing up the  the last minute planning for   my birthday trip"

Nas: " that's cool you or ole boy paying for it"
nicki:" nasir !"
nas:" sorry I forgot you said you're planning your birthday trip not he's  planning your birthday trip, tell everyone you got to work let me take you to Greece and show you what a real man does for his womans birthday "