On Tour [HS]

Forty*

Love On Tour

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Harry asked me on a date. A date in the heart of Paris, the city of love and I've never felt more like a giddy lovesick teenager than when he approached me with the idea.

Last night was rough in the best possible way, it was long and emotion filled yet nothing has ever felt better. He slept on my tummy all night long, nothing would've made him budge even if I tried. A man completely in love and cosy laying on the pillow which happens to have been my body knowing he's close to the baby we created together.

I laid awake for a lot of the night sucked into my own mind, allowing thoughts to take over. I'm still scared for my body and the little baby growing inside me but we'll schedule an ultrasound when we're home for Christmas ready to see our little bean and discuss with the doctor everything we need to know, I have so many questions needing to be asked and google simply isn't as reliable as I'd like it to be.

This morning was so very gentle and soft. Bathed under the early morning sunshine creeping through the windows, the thick white duvet comforted our bodies as we lay tangled together in a pile of messy limbs. He gazed lazily up at me, a small smile curled on his lips he could barely control as his large hands engulfed my waist to keep as close to our growing tiny baby as he could.

No words were exchanged between us, there was no need for anything to be said due to our eyes simply expressing those emotions for us. Despite my exhaustion my mind was still on the go, thinking about my letter to Eloise I sent off into the sky for her to read and how she repaid me with a gift straight from her arms, a baby to love forever in her absence.

Harry simply never wanted to move from my stomach but when Mabel began to cry soft little whimpers he left a large firm kiss to my lower abdomen and didn't hesitate to tend to our little girl. A big worry of mine since discovering my pregnancy was that Harry would neglect Romy and Mabel and instead begin favouring the baby growing in my belly due to us making them together unlike our two children here now.