Shit! What do we do now!? We held a short funeral/mourning for mother... I didn't want to believe she was dead... I was an orphan now... why...? Just why...? Many tears were shed... but... We couldn't stay sad forever... That's what mature adults do in these kinds of situations right? Keep calm and collected? In these kinds of situations, we should move on after it's all over and think about what to do next, like food and stuff... right? I have no clue what I'm doing, but I'm acting like I do.
I think the reason I'm trying to act all smug and adult-like is because of my insecurities and fears of being judged...
Adults judge kids for being kids... and they either act like they know nothing or know everything... Stop overestimating me! Stop underestimating me! See me for what I am please!
But, while you are an adult, while I'm sure it sucks, it's better than being judged constantly for your mere existence...
Sorry mother, I want to mourn you more... but... I need to think... I need to plan ahead...
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Missing Heart
AdventureIt's a zombie apocalypse. The 3 siblings and a few other people they picked up have to try to survive in the wasteland with famine, lack of medicine, and of course, zombies. Why did this happen? Who caused this apocalypse to happen? Pretty soon they...
