A Dancer's Life

Talking

She watches him sink down to the floor and bury his face in his knees

She sits across from him and just waits. Not touching him. Not tapping on the floor. Just sitting and waiting

Soon, Yoongi rests his chin on his folded arms and knees, looking at Jimin who is still chewing on her lip but still waiting

He finally gives in after more time and taps on his knee softly 'Why do you not trust me Jimin'

She gulps at the name used «You never call me that name»

'And you do not trust me'

«Hyungie»

'No. Mr Min'

She chews on her lip even more

'Jimin. Seriously. Answer'

She shakes her head, tearing up

'You are my first girlfriend Park Jimin. I really do love you. I am so sorry if I moved too quickly. I just really do not know how quickly or how slowly to move. I just want to make you happy in every single way. But please trust me. I literally died for you and I will keep dying for you to prove my love to and for you'

Jimin quickly and roughly wipes her tears away, not wanting to get yelled at for crying

'It is okay to cry and it is okay to be upset but you have to talk to me. I need to understand'

She holds up a flat palm

Yoongi nods and waits for her to calm down

She soon does and signs as slowly as possible to not be missunderstood again «I do trust you. More than anyone. Even» Tae's «and» Kook's hand signs «You you have proven yourself to me. Even before you died for me. You where the one who saved me. Saved us. You took what» Tae's hand sign «said and actually did something about it. Then. You went with JOON and me and saved us both. If you did not have my trust before then, you had my full trust then. Saving me in my literal hell hole and darkest place gave you my full trust. Then we got to know each other more and you got even more trust. If that was even possible. I love you so so much and just want to do right by you but I fucked it up and now I do not know how to fix it. I hate the idea of being made to call you» she sighs sliently «that name. Especially after of the bonding we had. Look. I know I hurt you. I saw it in your eyes. You do not» she looks at Yoongi who blinks «You show me your emotions. You trust me the most and that is why is you shut down. I betrayed your trust by saying what I said and now I have to earn literally everything again, do I not»

'Hyungie'

«What»

'You figured it out and even saw the under lining problem so you can go back to calling Hyungie and whatever you want. I am sorry I took it away before'

She shakes her head roughly «No. I lost your trust. I have to make it right by earning it again. Do not feel bad»

He nods 'Why did you say what you said'

Jimin sighs soundless «To be honset I forgot who I was talking to and where I was. I um. I black out at times and just sign the things that play out in my head. It was um. It was the only form of commuication I had while there. Yes I had them but they where too obbessed with each other to worry about me»