Jimin waves at him
Yoongi looks at her instantly
«Thank you. Really»
«It is fine Min»
Jimin smiles widely «Short for» her name sign
Yoongi nods
«I love it»
Yoongi nods
«Why do you never smile fully or at all. Your face stays like that. The very few times you break it never lasts for more than a second»
«Later. When I get my voice back»
«Where you born mute or did something happen»
«Both»
«That does not make sense»
«It will. Later»
Jimin nods «You never have to answer something that you do not feel comfortable discussing»
«I know. I never do»
Jimin nods «Okay»
«How are you. Still in pain»
«Yeah. But it a good pain. I still do not want others touching me. Not even» Tae's name sign «and» Kook's name sign «Can touch me wherever they like. You can and you still stay away from my ass. Thank you so much. It always got squezzed the most and at random times. It is why I am afraid to stand in front of anyone except» Tae's name sign «and» Kook's name sign «And is another reason as to why I am always carried and the main reason as to why they hold my legs. My feet get stomped on and are usually bruised and probably broken if not healed incorrectly. Yet another reason as to why they always carry me. The other reason is because they can really make it like I am their baby. Babies get carried. I am older yet I am the youngest with them. Poor» Kook's name sign «He is usually the one who carries me» Tae's hand sign «Takes care of me the most. I am the oldest. They should not have had to do that for years. I should have just braved it. Walked on my broken feet. Ran into things. Fell down. Was braver. Let them touch me everywhere. But I just could not. Yes they had a tough life but at least they where accepted in their so called families. I have never been. I was supposed to be a boy or so I am constantly told. Like no shit. It would have made my life easier. But not much. How was I suppose to handle that. I nearly did the unspeakable several times. Poor» Tae's hand sign «He always had to save me. I always had to save him and» Kook's hand sign «I guess that was the only thing I was good for. Saving their lives»
'Jimin. Stop'
Jimin shakes her head and signs even faster «Y-O-O-N-G-I you stop. I am having too many flash backs»
Yoongi pulls her in a tight hug 'I was telling you to stop because they are coming out of the store. They will be here in a second. However I can promise you that you are not only useful for saving their lives. I see it in your bond with them. You three raised each other. That is easy to tell. However they both look up to you. That is obvious too. What is not obvious to probably anyone but me is the fact that they cheerish your presence. They get so happy when they finally see you. They made appear happy when leaving you for any reason but I can assure you that they are not. Even at school. There I thought it was because you were not protected. However it happened again when you walked out of the store. They are even sad when they do not get to pick you up or carry you or just simply be around you. Jimin you are amazing. They see it. NamJinSeok see it. I see it. If only you could see it. Although I know that you three all have super low self esstem. You more than them but that could just be from your very toxic so called family. We will all try to help you three with that but it will not easy. I know that first hand. No I will not tell you right now. So do not ask'
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A Dancer's Life
Fanfiction*This will be a shared AU between here and my Twitter* *Gender bent AU!! Jimin is female!!* *This has mentions of abuse, eating disorders and depicts violence* 𝑾𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒂 𝒅𝒆𝒂𝒇 𝒅𝒂𝒏𝒄𝒆 𝒔𝒕𝒖𝒅𝒆𝒏𝒕, 𝑱𝒊𝒎𝒊𝒏 𝒎𝒆𝒆𝒕𝒔 𝒂 𝑴𝒖𝒕𝒆 𝒅𝒂�...
