i forgive you

hope

Maybe it was the way you looked at me

Or why I remembered your body

The way my heart exploded

And that from your lover words, my ears screamed

Now you're only made of memories

So powerful, despise

This feeling of emptiness

And at the same time, total fullness

It was so cold outside

But I think we just put that aside

We both wanted to feel things

And only that gave me wings

You're like the sea

The salty taste of your lips

The way you brought me

Exactly like on a honeymoon trip

Kinda funny how it all happened

My high hopes suddenly

Became reality

Better than my most torrid dreams

I'm so scared to ruin this

At least, I'll never fuck up my memories

So even if you go

I can still listen to them on auto.

All of this is like a movie

That, as a little girl, I would watch with envy

Knowing too well that this story

Would never happen to me

Each time

I'm scared that when you'll show up

I'll always want more for you to be mine

Even if they said I should really give up

I just wish I didn't need to write

Our entire story

Hoping that some way, easily

It would finally become reality

Maybe I could get over us

With some determination, plus

A lot of hope

But do I really want to stop

Hoping?