realization

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Yesterday, a vision occurred to me

We were alone, in a room full of people

The music was blasting so loud

But we were just looking at each other.


Usually, I  was the one looking at you

And you were the one dancing

But this time, we were both moving

Our eyes captured in the beauty of our bodies


And that's when I realized that not only was I madly in love with you, but I could not have you.


Gosh, I felt so sorry for myself

My selfish and stupid self

Yes, when we were together, we were able to create our own little world,

But that same universe turned to dust the moment another spoke a word.


I should have known it since the beginning,

Since the moment I looked at you and knew that without you, I could be dying

That even with all my hope and faith,

We would receive too much hate


At least I can love you from afar

Wishing that we're gonna make it far

As friends, of course

It's way more simple, isn't it?

And in the end, it's probably better for the whole fucking world.

I just had to realize it.

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