reflections

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I finally met someone else

Or I think so

My mom's friend's son

My sister could tell


He's nice,

Kind of a cutie,

Very sporty,

And I find his arrogant sarcasm funny


All I could ask for,

You would think

But what if before it reaches the shore,

My boat sinks?


Because in his watercolour eyes,

I'm seeing reflections of you and I

His jokes remind me of how you would make me laugh so hard I cried

The way he looks at me just like you did, smile so big your glowy eyes would almost close


The worst in all of it

Is when I see you, standing in front of me

And I think: "Shit,"

"How am I even supposed to get over your memory?"


All the littlest details reach my mind when I see him

In these waters, I don't know how to swim

And how am I supposed to love him

If the thought of you makes me boat sink?






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