daydreaming

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In a group, you were always the one left behind

Or that nobody could find

You were there, but not really

It's like you has your own reality


The rare ones that took the time to talk to you

Were usually forced to

Because you know what they said;

"So weird, almost a crackhead"


But I just think nobody really gets you

Opinions based on rumours that aren't even true

Assuming all kinds of stuff

"Oh, how your life must be tough"


They just didn't know that you had your own kingdom

Your own way of freedom

For some, it was a glass of wine or a puff of a cigarette

But yours hadn't been explored yet

Not by anyone but you, anyway


Because you know how people are when they encounter something new

Scared, not wanting to hear any point of view

While they're too busy being worried, you whisper to yourself:

"While they're trapped in their thoughts, mines are trapping them"

"With the idea that this world is better than mine"


The one that you created for yourself

Built from pictures you took off your shelf

You find it comforting

Not having to forget anything

Since you're thinking about it on repeat 


A world made of memories

But you should have seen your expression of surprise

When worriedly, I told you:

"No one's keeping you trapped in this world except you"


p.s. : just a confusing one.


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