back from hell l Countryhuman AU l (Currently On Hiatus)

part 2 : chapter 29

Pov(GE)

It has been two days since father left, everyone chose a room for themselves now.

I had chosen a room close to my son's room.

The room wasn't in the best of state, so I renovated it but I am not really good at decorations.

The air coming from the window is as cold as death, there's not much light in the room, it feels dark and empty, the room is modest not extravagant but not in a bad state either, there is almost no colour in the room, it feels depressing.

It's cold and dark like a coffin, It makes me feel trapped in a life that wasn't meant for me.

I want to go back home, where I belong but there is no home anymore, it's gone.

I am in the dark, I don't know much, I don't understand why they want a third world war, I am confused.

It's been pondering in my mind, do Reich have a connection to the second world war? Did he started it? I hope not, I don't want him to do the same mistake as me.

I wanted him to have a good live unrelated to politics nor war that's why I didn't teach him about it.

I miss AHE, she could have been a great help to me, but now I am alone.

I still have Reich but I am his father, I can't confide to him.

I have to be to be the one who looks out for him not the other way, it's unthinkable.

I only have the right to confide my feelings to my wife, that's what I have been told.

But father never did it, we didn't feel like family.

Mother and father didn't love eachother, they were together only to have me, after my tenth birthday, mother left and i never saw her again.

The room is cold like the place that used to be my home, cold like ice.

I don't want my new home to be like that, I want a brighter future, I hate the darkness.

But I may have lost my duty as a leader but not as a father nor a husband.

I have been in this somber for too long, I need to go see Reich.

I opened the door of the room then I saw Reich standing there.

I smiled unconsciously .

He must had been worried for me.

TR- Vater, are you hungry?

Hungry?

Am I?

My stomach started growling, my body had just remembered it hunger .

GE- yes , sure, what's in the menu?

TR- Vater, we are not in a restaurant, but there is grilled fish.

Grilled fish ? I don't remember eating it in Russia in the past, it doesn't seem like a speciality.

I am curious.

GE- lead the way.

We arrived to the dinning room, we seated at the dinner table, we weren't the only one, Russia, Japan empire and fascist Italy are present.

Ottoman empire has gone on a tourist outing in Moscow and soviet hadn't gone out of his room.

The food does look like grilled fish, it isn't bland surprisingly, he must had added some spicies.

But where are the servants and the cooks? Are they on vacation?

Because this house feels so empty that I first thought it was abandoned.