Here We Go

Ch. 13

I quickly shower. Put on some pajamas and rush to Cade's room and I knock on the door. He opens it with no shirt on. Focus Nyah!

"Can I come in?"

"Uhhh sure, Sara's in the bathroom though. I'm sorry about what she said to you btw. She was totally wrong. I talked to her about it and she wants to apologize."

Screw that

"Okay I'll wait here until she's done." I say sweetly

He says ok and then goes out of the room to go hang with everyone else in the living room. Not smart

I wait for Sara to come out and when she does. She also has on pajamas and she looks slightly scared. She should be.

"You know I might be rude and I might have have hit you before but, not once have I ever discussed your appearance." I say walking towards her.

"You are rude, mean, and nasty. But, you're right. I don't fit in with the group. However, after this beat down neither will you." I quickly grab her hair and start dragging her to the living room with all the others. I'm sure they want to see the show. She's screaming and crying but idc she deserves it.

"Shut up" I say and let her hair go so she can stand up. When she does I punch her in the nose, she falls again and I jump on top of her. Hitting her wherever I can. Until I'm pulled off of her and whoever it is gets a slap from me. I go to fight her again but then I hear

"NYAH STOP!!" It's Cade, he sounds pissed. He's never yelled at me before. But, ofc it's him. No one else is stupid enough to stop me.

"Cade baby please let me go"

"No!! come on!" He says and then pulls me away. I can't believe I'm letting this happen and that I actually slapped him. He pulls me into his room and tells me to sit down.

" Nyah why did you do that?! I told you she wanted to apologize." He seems stressed, I wonder why

" She hurt my feelings. That apology wouldn't have meant anything to me. I would have beat her up regardless." I say with a shrug

" I can't believe you hit me."

"Don't try and stop me from fighting." I say simply with a shrug

"You're too crazy Nyah. You're gonna end up getting hurt trying to fight the wrong person!" So he cares

"I'll be fine"

"Look I think you should just go home. You are going to ruin this trip for everyone." Heartbreak is what I feel

"You want me to leave?" I say looking down

"I think it would be for the best." He says firmly

"Okay I'll go and see if I can drive Asher's car back. I wouldn't want to ruin the trip." I say sadly and walk out of his room. Maybe he really doesn't like me. Maybe I'm not skinny enough. Maybe I am too crazy. Maybe I'll never fit in with this group.

I slowly walk back to the living room to see Hailey putting an ice pack on the lump on Sara's forehead. Zach and Asher are just scrolling on their phone and Sara is crying looking terrified. I have to go.

"Asher can I use your car to go home?"

"What's wrong, why would you want to leave." He says looking at me from his phone

"Cade doesn't want me here, he said I should just go home. I'm ruining the trip." I say and start crying

"I'm gonna kill him!" Zach screams

"I'm right behind you!" Hailey says, I think I like her now. They both rush to Cade's room.

"Come with me." Asher says pulling me to our shared room.

"Can I just go home? I don't want to argue or fight. I wanna leave. Cade hates me and I'm ruining this trip."

"No, fuck him he doesn't have the right to say anything like that to you." He says with anger

"Please?"
"No now come here." He pulls me to him making me sit on his lap on the bed.

" I seen your face when she said all that stuff at the restaurant. It's not true. You are gorgeous and you look better than Hailey and Sara. She was right though, you don't fit in. You stand out from all of us. You are more confident, heart warming, and beautiful inside and out." He says and then he kisses my cheek.

Maybe it's because I know Cade doesn't like me. Or maybe it because I'm vulnerable. But, what comes next even shocks me

"Asher, kiss me."

"No, you're still upset about Cade. I will not be a back up plan."

" I don't love Cade, he doesn't like me. I want you."

After that sentence he pulls me to the bed and immediately starts kissing me passionately. This is exactly what I want and need. I pull his head away from my lips and put it near my neck. Soon he starts sucking on my neck I'm sure he left a hickey but I don't even care.

"Ash baby don't stop. Your lips feel so good on me." I say while moaning.

Then I hear a knock on the door. Ughhhhh

"What!!? I yell
"Nyah open the door." Cade pleads. Ughhhh

I get up to open the door and see a stressed out looking Cade.
"What?"
I feel Asher behind me and he's kissing my neck and this time I don't stop him.

" I wanted to apologize for the things I said." Cade says

" I don't forgive you. Bye" I slam the door in his face.

I walk back to the bed. Push Asher down on it, take off my shirt leaving me only in my shorts and I walk slowly to the bed with Asher, he looks shocked. Probably because I slammed the door in Cade's face.

"Don't look so shocked. I told you I wanted you now." I say with a laugh as I start kissing his neck.

"You sure?"
"Absolutely" I say then put his hands on my butt.

"Nyah, we can't have sex."
"Why not?" I say while going to kiss his chest

"Because if we do you're mine forever and you will never be able to smile at another man with out me punching him in the face. You wouldn't be able to hang out with Zach alone, go to the club alone, and you definitely wouldn't have any male friends." He groaned

"So then let's just have some fun." I say with a smile

" I can do that, but the day you tell me you want to fuck I'm not letting you think twice. If you regret your words oh well. You will deal with whatever comes. Without a second thought I will take you and never let you go. You will be mine." And with that sentence he grabs my face and starts kissing my lips

Don't tell him I want to have sex. I can do that right?